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So ronery...

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About Me

About me... Well let's see, I'm the fruit of the previously unmentioned union of Loki and the largest and most ferocious of all Pandas. I am the heir to the Throne of Ninja-panda Land. I'm down with videogames mostly, and I dig computers. I'm lazy, hence the lack of page customization, and I looove to hit the ganj ;-). I'm pretty down to earth, and ive got a level head on my shoulders most of the time, that is unless you happen to really get under my skin. I'd say I have a pretty good sense of humor, and it's pretty dark and twisted more often than not, but to see that side of it, you'll have to throw some fuel on the fire to get it roarin' ;) ;). I walk for hours in the rain whenever the opportunity arises, however here in southern California, that's not all that often. I'm a huge fan of the summer, and an even bigger fan of the fall. Something about the air, the colors, and the temperature. I enjoy a good pumpkin fight too, as some of my friends could tell you (you know who you are :D)

My Interests

Videeeeoooo gaaaaaaaaames rot your braaaaains!I love playing videogames, kickin back with my buddies, eating delicious food, especially while blazed :D and well, anything involving nature. I don't really get out that much, but even still I'm totally the tree hugging, nature loving hippy type, and given the chance, I'd go camping in a heartbeat, even though I'd probably be feening for my high speed interenet connection by the end of day one :) I enjoy standup comedy, art (both observing and participating/creating) and the occasional boozefest, but I hate the bar scene, so you likely won't catch me drinking out in the world.

I'd like to meet:

..I don't really have a strong desire to meet more fake people, so only genuine self lovers or loathers need apply here. Aside from that, I suppose I enjoy people who can carry a conversation, being as I'm more of a quiet observer to begin. A good sense of humor is a must, definately. When I enjoy being around someone, I typically go out of my way constantly to make them laugh, so being able to appreciate a joke or not take them too seriously is what I'm talkin about here, and if you can crack me up, bonus points for you. Let me hear what you think about things, and I'll respect you for it. Speak up with your opinions, let me know what you like and what you dont like, but don't be too much of an ass about it ;-). People who just sit back and say nothing... well they're too much like me.

Music:

Almost anything. Just about everything. I like my music hard and fast though, so if it gets my brain flopping around inside of my skull, that's a good sign. My musical taste really depends on the atmosphere though... if I'm just kicked back with a beer, having just taken a bongload, I'd be down for something slow and mellow, or supa-funkay. Most of the time though, it's speed and power that rev my engines.

Movies:

I love a good comedy, and I don't mind a brainless one either. I enjoy watching something that can make me really think one minute and have me cracking up hysterically the next. I LOVE horror movies, but only the really good scary ones. Sadly that's a very short list in my current experience. I don't mind a good drama, I feel all emotions should be stimulated from time to time, even though most of my friends seem to follow a somewhat different philosophy when it comes to movie viewing, so I miss out sometimes (I don't usually like to watch movies alone) I love good anime of almost any genre, and if I feel so inclined, I may provide you with a good solid list at some later point in time.

Television:

Family guy, The simpsons, Futurama, and most of the Adult Swim lineup. I'm a fan of cartoons, even the kiddy ones hehe. Show me a rabbit hitting a duck in the head with a shovel, and i'll probably laugh. For the most part though, I don't actively watch television, I'm usually glued to myc omputer, a much more efficient form of entertainment..... Side note, I recently started catching some episodes of that show 24... it's pretty darn good.

Books:

*blank stare* I done already got finished with all mah book learnin' in school!(just kidding, but with the internet at my fingertips, the desire to grasp a bound tome in my hands has really left me)

Heroes:

I really don't have any inspiring figures behind the scenes in my life.

My Blog

Voluntary stagnation

I can feel it. The cold cement against my back, it sends a shiver down my spine. My back's against the wall finally, and so now it's time to either shit or get off the pot, so to speak....
Posted by So ronery... on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

just something i dug up from a while ago.

Mother.This is a letter I wrote to my mother a short while ago. I just found it and thought a few people may find it interesting.My dear mother, I have tried very hard to understand what made you leav...
Posted by So ronery... on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 07:02:00 PST

Just a few little things...

It can't be helped, the tear is far down my cheek before I'm even aware of it's presence. Everytime I think back for too long, when I try and remember the things I've forgotten, I just space and drown...
Posted by So ronery... on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:29:00 PST

the last straw

I'm not sure why, but it seems that there's some force that drives the people in thsi house insane if they're in any sort of semi-close proximity to one another. Today it's raining, and it's just a sh...
Posted by So ronery... on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 04:06:00 PST

Fuck it. I'm too tired of it all.

I'm just not sure what to think anymore. Everything I believed in, everything I shaped my life around, all of it is just meaningless bullshit. I'm too tired to deal with my own mind anymore. I don't h...
Posted by So ronery... on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:25:00 PST

It's those things that count...

"Your mother was smart." - In reference to the woman that abandoned me fifteen years ago. Dunno why, but things like that still sting to hear. My father shoots up in our garage, my mother runs away, a...
Posted by So ronery... on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 02:26:00 PST

a great monday morning.

Alright, well I've had a great morning so far.. lemme fill you in. For starters, I managed to get to bed before 3am, but only by a couple of hours... I slept soundly until 5:30am when I was woken up b...
Posted by So ronery... on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 08:34:00 PST

I FUCKING HATE YOU MYSPACE

I just typed out a huge blog. I typed for about an hour about my deepest feelings and worst fears, and all of my shortcominsg and how i'm lost and confused and am afraid to reach out and all of this g...
Posted by So ronery... on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 11:46:00 PST