my hands cover my ears
cuz I know deep within I just dont wanna hear
N I dont want to believe...
nor do I want to see
I dont care anymore
what your thinking of me
now when I see u
I see you upside down
ill throw you back to the ground
jus try not to make a sound
u came As fast as a heartbeat
The quickest moment in time
somehow u were there
twisting my mind...
now the truth is real
im not feeling what I feel
now its really fact not fiction..
For the first time in years...=D
And now that I have, Ive never been happier!
Karma really hits hard, and this is only the beginning.. so smile =)
I no longer need to be scared anymore, nothing can exist that's deeper than this. No more wondering, no more worrying, no more asking myself why. Now is the beginning of life for me. Its finally here. The day that Ive dreamed for. My second chance in love and to fulfill my desires. Noone is holding me back anymore. I'm finally free! Its not everyday god gives us second chances..to understand our fate. But he gave me mine, and I'm truely blessed. My life has flipped 3million60. I never understood this at first. But life is so happy now =)
"Dont ever fall for an Ambivalent man"
An Ambivalent man...
He tells you he loves you then starts another relationship
He tells you he misses you and wants to be with you, but doesnt make time to see you
He doesnt call when he says he will
He disappears for days or weeks at a time
An Ambivalent man may be charming but is usually emotionally immature. He is looking for gratification in his own ways that he isnt aware of, which makes his behavior illogical. Without this gratification, he moves on, emotionally distancing himself. He is totally absorbed in his own needs, and incapable of being sensitive to your needs. He distances himself or disapears to ease his anxiety.
Author: Rhonda Findling
I cant believe theres actually a definition for this shit
I found this quote and its so true...
"Your love is precious. Don't give it to someone undeserving. You can't rescue a man; he has to be happy on his own before you can be happy together. And you're not Cinderella, so don't think you need a man to rescue you"
Life only demands from you the strength you possess
Its amazing how these learning lessons of life keep on coming day after day after day. Take them all in and feel the joy and pain of them all. Every little thing we encounter is teaching and molding us into beautiful people. Here I am, I just keep climbing to the top.
I BELIEVE THAT EVEYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN TO LET GO, THINGS GO WRONG SO THAT YOU APPRIECIATE THEM WHEN THERY'RE RIGHT, YOU BELIEVE LIES SO YOU EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF, AND SOMETIMES THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN FALL T O G E T H E R.
-MARILYN MONROE