The Watcher

"WHEN YOU TURN THE CORNER AND RUN INTO YOURSELF, THEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE TURNED ALL THE CORNERS THAT ARE LEFT."
I'm fond of heart attacks and chemical imbalances.
The short and simple version is that I'm inescapably 26 years old and a student of Communication and life.
I'm in love.
I'm part of a small family whom I love spending time with. My father is like my personal therapist. My mother is one of the voices inside my head. My sister is not someone I mother but have a great friendship with. My brother is the reason I have great friendships with men. My work is oh so satisfying. I don't smoke or litter. An oppressed dark side lurks in me somewhere. I live by the golden rule 23/7.
The version outside the lines goes a little more like this: I love intimate moments at all levels and scenarios. I feel most purposeful when I'm loving, helping, nurturing, motivating. My favorite games are picking things apart and power struggles with the opposite sex. I also enjoy guessing the lives of strangers and Twister. I have a small circle of friends that I can tell anything to. I am amazingly intuitive. I speak a secret dialect with my sister. I love to see the beauty in all things. My worst fear is not being able to have children. I'm a reformed nail biter with overt oral fixation tendencies. I admire people that are fearless. I'm drawn to the odd and occult. I can be saturated with the now but curiously consumed with the later. I believe signs are there to navigate the master plan. I can spend an entire day in a bookstore or library. I've loved and lost. I've never had the same home longer than 3 years. I believe in the power of mind over matter. Beyond music my favorite sounds are children's laughter in the distance, the silence as it snows at night, and water as it falls, crashes and flows. I always dream in color.