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It even amazes me of the vunerability in my actions.
The harsh reality of hate and lust in my words.
Me being a timorous person I am intimidated by love and
happiness directed towards me, so I cant really relate to
the joy of life and other pleasures I most certainly never
felt.The fear of feeling pain is overwhelming and overly
dramatic in a horrible state in my confusing and dead mind.
It wasnt always this way as you may tell in the way that I
use my words but I once had passion and love for life and
my words that so faithfully relied on me to give them life
and meanings of hope and desire.I once had that but as
meaning full as that was it was all taken away with one
single lie, one single strech of hope, and one single
person that had no desire to love and remember.
His life was a disaster and his dreams were all let go.
It seemed like there was no hope left in his world and that killed me inside.
I remember, but the question is, does he?
Books:
Im not supposed to LOVE you
Im not supposed to CARE
Im not supposed to spend MY LIFE wishing YOU were there
Im not supposed to WONDER
where you are or what you do
Im SORRY I cant help myself cause
Im in LOVE with YOU
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