I'd like to meet:
In this life there are no clean breaks... But starting again is a chance that you can take. I always thought that someday we would overcome the bad luck And from the burden the gift would come. Maybe I should have known better. But I know we're coming closer to the end of whatever this has been. When you're 16 you don't know what forever means. When you are 23 you couldn't be more sorry to say. That after all this growing up together all the good has gone away. Sometimes the boys that should be yours best friends become strangers with familiar faces. Just don't tell me that it's all too far gone... That they weren't meant to live on... And don't let go. I just don't want to have to pretend... If we're not in this together... If we're just stuck inside our own heads. And I'm sorry that it took me so long to find the words to write the song That we can all still truly believe in But I truly believe that we can still start again.
Music:
For a minute there I almost believed you And I wanted to forgive you for everything you've done And I could feel safe but miserable In a familiar world of lies and misinformation But then I remembered that everything you've ever said and everything you've ever done add up to more wrongs, than could ever make a right So don't try to talk to me 'cause a thousand Fuck You's would never be enough So I'm only gonna say this once Fuck You I'm never coming back.She sent a curve in the current of faintly feeling alive and insecurity got the better part of me. Courage came seeping out and left me the weakened boy. Sleepless nights enveloped in you. Just say your hands will never leave mine. Everything that was always is a misshaped box. so let these rain drops fall down my face to hide away the tears. The last ones shed and I've noticed a difference in the chair. Leave me laying in the cement. The falling for you is me falling apart and did he ever find the comfort in woven wings? Please don't leave me hanging by my neck like this. My body falls silent as your head falls upon my shoulder. I can't stop thinking of you. I want to hear your voice through these wires. I want to be held within your arms. I'm reaching for you but I'm afraid you're already gone.
Movies:
Every dream and every road leads to nowhere as they said the things that would one day come true. and as we laughed our blessed memories came crumbling and our paths lead us eventually apart. this day will come just like the truth of the words which we brushed off so well. it's time to clear our lungs for the coming waters.
Television:
This isn't what it used to be. Like folded corners of worn pages trying to hold their place, Because no one fucking cares anymore, I'm peeling back finger nails to hold you. Tearing out hearts trying to forgive you. Nothing seems to matter anymore. No, it's all gone.The sadness never leaves but only grows. And it keeps you caged. And it keeps you locked up, And it keeps you afraid. Nothing seems to matter anymore. No, it's fucking gone. But maybe I'm the one to blame. So bring on the sleep, take my name. Come on. We're waving the white flag. Come on. We're calling in sick. I don't want to be a part of anything that ever feels like this.
Books:
Why do your eyes paralyze me? What makes me feel this way? Carry me away with silence and heartbeats as rapid Thinking about your embrace And how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone Why have I been given the chance to fly, away? I remember your face imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful as the sounds of waves Crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you I remember your face imprinted on angels It's so hard for me to understand Why I hadn't found you before Don’t dull away, Hold my handWrap your arms around me I'm fucking freezing, and I just saw napalm in your eyes Rip off what's left of another day, another crash I'm not good with goodbyes Moments like this don't just come and go, so soak it in This is all I know Hollow eyes have seen it all They say it takes a lifetime for an empire to fall I keep swallowing, choking on ashes hoping that you will help me breathe But tomorrow's not coming There's nothing left to believe You look like Christmas to me, pale and glowing The streetlight catching you through the window And for a split second I forgot all my failures and the trash on the street below I'm here with you You're here with me Let's try to forget Flesh on flesh
Heroes:
Gone and disappearing on this cold night I never thought it'd be that way Your crying eyes they form the question Formed by the words that we have sharedUncovered signs now change the times Perplexing incongruent lies Unparalleled, impossible, complacent amiable soulsGod, I wanna see you on the inside But it's not feeling like that way I wanna see you on the inside But it's not feeling like that wayConfusion bleeds to vulture stares Conviction bleeds the silence here She suffocates and I regret Wafer thin and falling from interestGoodbye my friend And disappearing on this cold night I never thought it'd be this way Your crying eyes they form the question Formed by the words that we have sharedI am sorry but this is the way is has to be right now