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You are the song that fills my silence

Im the girl your mother warned you about

About Me

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I have loved and lost
And tried again
Im a fan of living for the moment
And that life is too short to hold back
♥ Things I love ♥
My friends
My family
My dogs
A certain someone thats gonna stay nameless for right now
Laying on my front lawn looking at the stars at night
The beach
Random photos
Driving fast in my car
My new glasses because I can actually see stuff now
Driving to vegas and realizing that we dont know where anything is at
Long road trips
Buying clothes in vegas
Swimming pools
Alkaline Trio (especially Matt)
Being spontanious and random
Thing I dont like
People who lie, cheat, or hurt me at all
Dirty cars
STUPID PEOPLE
People who cant speak or write in any kind of a coherent sentence
Emo kids
♥ I love music.... anything and everything (even country) I havent been to that many shows lately though... nothing really worth seeing has been playing lately. Music is as much a part of my lifes blood as writing. A song can make you cry, amp you up, make you think.... it brings out a range of emotion that many people dont get to see on a daily basis.
♥ This is scary that this is a little too me
♥ NOVEMBER: ♥ Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. sexy but has brains.
♥ This is my favorite letter ever:
♥ Dear Alcohol,
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:
1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night?
2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went too far this time.
3. Clumsiness: Unless you're subtly trying to tell me that I need to do more yoga to improve my balance, I see NO need to hammer the issue home by causing me to fall down. It's completely unnecessary, and the black & blue marks that appear on my body mysteriously the next day are beyond me. Similarly, it should never take me more than 45 seconds to get the front door key into the lock.
4. Furthermore: The hangovers have GOT to stop. This is getting ridiculous. I know a little penance for our previous evening's debauchery may be in order, but the 3pm hangover immobility is completely unacceptable. My entire day is shot. I ask that, if the proper precautions are taken (water, vitamin B, bread products, aspirin, prior to going to sleep/passing out face down on the kitchen floor with a bag of popcorn, the hangover should be minimal & in no way interfere with my daily activities. Alcohol, I have enjoyed our friendship for some years now & would like to ensure that we remain on good terms. You've been the invoker of great stories, the provocation for much laughter, and the needed companion when I just don't know what to do with the extra money in my pockets. In order to continue this friendship, I ask that you carefully review my grievances above & address them immediately. I will look for an answer no later than Thursday 3pm (pre-happy hour) on your possible solutions & hopefully we can continue this fruitful partnership.
Thank you,
Your biggest fan
P.S. THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Innovative
2. Preliminary
3. Proliferation
4. Cinnamon
THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Specificity
2. British Constitution
3. Passive-aggressive disorder
THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex.
2. Nope, no more beer for me.
3. Sorry, but you're not really my type.
4. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight?
5. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... the only thing I desire
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... unique
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My Interests

I love:

*wakeboarding*
*snowboarding*
*cute boys*
*reading*
*tattoos and piercings*
*The way the air smells after it rains*
*chillin with my friends*
*being in love.... even though Im normally the one who ends up broken hearted about it all*
*theater*
*PARTIES*

*just living life in general, taking the bad and the good and realizing that at the end of the day, it all equals out*

Music:

all... I love all kinda of music. Everything from hard rock to country.... punk rock to rap... all of it. I can sing just about everything that comes on the radio or the cd player.... music is that fastest way to make me snap out of any kind of bad mood that Im in.

Movies:

yes... all.... love to watch them and be in them *wink*. As far as this all goes I love:

*Donnie Darko*
*Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory*
*Charlie and the Chocolate Factory*
*Ladder 49*
*Serendipity*
*The Notebook*
*The Fast and the furious*
*Triple X*
*Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind*
*ALL THE HARRY POTTER MOVIES!!!* Yes.. Im a dork.. I know
*Eurotrip*
*Dirty Dancing*
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*
*Jarhead*
*Saw*
*Saw 2*
*Corpse Bride*
*Nightmare before Christmas*
*Seven*
*Breakfast at Tiffanys*
*Silence of the Lambs*
*Hannibal*
*Red Dragon*
*The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants*
*The Longest Yard*
*Gone in 60 seconds* (now theres a few memories to that movie)
*Boondock Saints*
Thats all i can think of at the moment..... Ill add more later

Television:

I dont really watch much tv but when I do its:

*Family Guy*
*Futurama*
*Sex and the City*
*Invader Zim*
thats about all that I actually look for on tv

Books:

I ♥:

*The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice
*The Harry Potter Series
*Falling Up
*Why I commited suicide
*Tangled up in daydreams
*The Notebook
*The Wedding
*Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
*Just about anything by James Patterson
*The Undomestic Goddess
*Confessions of a Shopaholic -- anyone that knows me well, knows why that title fits me so well
*Most of my own stories and poems (coming soon to a book store near you)

My Blog

I loved you all along

This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case theres just one left Cause you know, you know, you know That I lov...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:44:00 PST

31 things every guy should know about girls

31 THINGS GUYS NEED TO KNOW ABOUT GIRLS 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do.2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 01:31:00 PST

? happy blog ?

I havent posted anything in awhile.... so i thought that i would break my strand of blogs that have all been man-bashing and horrible. So last night was a great night in about a million different ways...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 01:48:00 PST

Kinda long, but soo true.

James posted this and I liked it enough to borrow it... Thanks James!!   It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courag...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 11:19:00 PST

This is me

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your be...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 11:39:00 PST

what exactly do you title this???

your words echo through my mind like a broken record you fill my every thought your face in my every dream you have been with me through countless nights in my head and in my heart is where you will a...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 08:25:00 PST

me... ranting... caution... its scary... kinda

why is it that when people break up that they swear that they will stay friends? but yet everyone knows full well that no one has any intention of being friends with that person. It takes a really mat...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:36:00 PST

A poem for the girls

I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my ow...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 05:16:00 PST

life as i see it today

Currently life is better now than it was a matter of hours ago. But I have come to a few conclusions 1: Sometimes those butterflies in your tummy that you get when you see someone are really just noth...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 01:33:00 PST

song that totally describes me

Whats the time?Well it's gotta be close to midnightMy body's talking to meIt say,'Time for danger'It says 'I wanna commit a crimeWanna be the cause of a fightWanna put on a tight skirt and flirtWith a...
Posted by ♥ I only want to be with you ♥ on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 07:04:00 PST