Thought_Racer - ProfilesArchive

About Me

well i have my own means for money, i hope to start school in the summer, i'm planing on going for writing, psychology, philosophy..i'm sure i'll eventually end up going to tstc for comp programing...i love animals, N hate people, mainly cuz animals r nicer..i'v had three dogs named henry N the 4th will prob be the same..i can sumtimes do a pretty descent elmo impression..even though the cookie monster is my fav one..i smoke, drink, smoke N play video games, im a computer geek..im like all my friends free IT guy..i almost hav a complete inability to say no, thats prob y everyone asks me for help first...regardless im a people person N enjoy helping people with their problems...people tell me im pretty funny, soo if ur around me u better hav a smile on ur face, N if u dont, be prepeared to get one..i HATE working out, giv me a remote N a couch in front of a cable tv, woo woot..i do however like fishing, hiking, N playin hacky-sack..well i'm gettin board of this N can't think of anything els to write soo, bottom line, i'm honest with myself N everyone around me, i hope u can say the same.... ..
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My Interests

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I want a girl, who looks so fine. I want a girl, who loves to drink wine.But its hard to find a girl, who doesn't show me such abuse. An it's hard to find a girl, who doesn't give me that excuse."your too nice of a good guy for me to ever ever date". "I don't want to hurt your heart but yet i will in this debate".I can't take it any more, I feel like drowning in some pills. This life drives me fuckin crazy, I have had too many thrills.And so the story goes, I'm gonna walk this road alone. So listen to this song, as you stair down from your throne.I need a girl to prove me wrong, cause I think I am always right. An I need to find a girl, who won't let me feel that same ol fright.But it's hard to find a girl, who doesn't care that I'm insane. Ya it's hard to find a girl, who'll let me speed in the slow lane. The more that i can see, is the less that i can feel. groping blindly in the dark, as your true form does reveal."I want a jerk to treat me wrong, cuz i don't think there is a right." "So listen to these 5 words, I don't want you and goodnight."Though it hurts i still continue, I strive on to feed my soul. I want reactions with some passion, I want a diamond made from cole.will i ever find this girl, will she ever side with me. will she let me hold her hand, will she show me certainty .So there you have it i don't want it, cant you see me fall apart. All these bitchs give me stitches, for my broken torn up heart.

My Blog

Don't drink

I caress your consumption, with a poisoness potion.I watch you drink, as your lips fade pale.Liquid dark, thick, and red.I warned you before, don't seek the grail.Yet still you seek, to live forever.N...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 07:10:00 GMT

Fight the voices

Guy--"I hear strange voices, inside my head".voices--"I made bad choices, shouts the dead".Guy--"Everything perfect, everything clear".Voices--"These noises direct, not heard by ears".Guy---"I run awa...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Apr 2009 01:28:00 GMT

Struggle

Walking along these empty shores.Sharks devour the seas with power.None fight back, only close doors.The stalker does know, he senses the cowering.Waters go silent, then the land their after.Stomachs ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 11:57:00 GMT

Surrounded

Be happy for what you are.Be proud for what you will be.Don't live in the pouring rain.Walk forever with me, under this shining star.Fear your surroundings, avoid the crowds.They pull you in, give you...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 10:14:00 GMT

Better off

Your better off without me, I hope you can see.Your better off without me, for I bring nothing but misery.So open your eyes, don't let my shiny cote blind thee.An crank up that hearing aid, to listen ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 22:43:00 GMT

Stormy weather

Fighting forever, this lightning of weather.Thunder that pounds, my eardrums with sound.Rain trickles down, from clouds like feathers.A series of crashing, that bashes this ground.Flowers that gather,...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:28:00 GMT

Bleeding blood

Bleeding blood does bellow by me.Fluently flowing forever from me.Across the river, below the sea.Wondering why, I lack such glee.
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:58:00 GMT

my bed

I fall to my knees, and wonder why.The sea is red, with blackened sky.Never knowing nothing of me.So FUCK YOU WORLD, just leave me be.Seems so pointless now, no reason to try.Now it's back to my bed, ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:53:00 GMT

light of love

Help shed light, on this thing called love.Board this flight, set loose my dove.Cure my fright, carry me above.Live in spite, may lose this love
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:48:00 GMT

03/21/09-----title---My dismay

My car has died, as has part of me.My spirit has passed, feelings of uncertainty.Burning bridges, time and time again.My story is over, my afterlife does begin.Covered by sorrow, My life filled with s...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 20:12:00 GMT