04-18-08I will be there for you the 1st second that I can. You are in my thoughts and prays every second that goes by. Hang in there! And know that I'll do everything in my power to help. I'm sorry it's like this..
So I realized something..And that is that no matter what you say people can take it all the wrong way and still try to make you look like you're the bad guy. And when that happens there are times that no one will understand or be there for you. Sometimes you just realize that they can't help it, but you're still on you own when it come to you're promblems. I'm not mad at anyone..I'm just going through some things for myself and by myself--that's all..
DA,
I cant believe its been going on six months now. It still doesnt seem real to me all the time. Ive thought about you ever day. Everyday you are on my mind. Ive cried a lot, but thats getting better as the days go by. Things have been tough without you here. People talk crazy shit, and not its even worth saying. Me and you both now where we each stood so I guess it doesnt matter what they say. Your number is still in my cell phone. I dont know why, but I cant delete it. Sometimes I wish I could just hear your voice of encouragement and positivity, and others I just want to hug you. The hardest part about letting you go was not saying goodbye for so long. It sucks it had to happen before I got to come to you and talk about everything that had went on. Im sorry for the way things happened over Christmas break. :'( Im sorry that I wasnt there for you like I should have been. Im sorry that I wasnt right in the end. But most of all Im sorry that you dont know Im sorry. I pray that you are up in Heaven reading this so you will know how I feel now. All I have now is memories and a few t-shirts I will never forget the day we met, those long days at Es, those crazy nights, all the time I skipped school to be with you, all those tough times weve had, all those personal moments we shared, and the day it happened. I hope you are up in Heaven having the time of your life. Rest in Peace and Smile always. I will always remember you and cherish our memories. I cant wait to see you again someday.
Love,
Bodie
Footprints in the Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
some of my favorite verses:
"Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest."
-Matthew 11:28 NLT
"The LORD says, 'I will rescue those who love me. I will protect those who trust in my name."
-Psalm 91:14 NLT
"When I pray, you answer me; you encourage me by giving me the strength I need."
-Psalm 138:3 NLT
"He set my feet on soliid ground and steadied me as I walked along."
-Psalm 40:2 NLT
"Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you."
-1 Peter 5:7 NLT
"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything...you will experience God's peace..."
-Philippians 4:6-7 NLT
"GOD is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
-Psalm 46:1 NIV
"...Be strong with the Lord's mighty power. Put on all of God's armor so that you will be able to stand firm..."
-Ephesians 6:10-11 NLT
"When they call on me, I will answer; I will be with them in trouble. I will recuse them..."
-Psalm 91:15 NLT
"In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
-John 16:33 NIV
"I CALL on the Lord in my distress, and he answers me."
-Psalm 120:1 NIV
"Don't be afraid, for I am with you... I will strengthen you...I will uphold you with my victorious right hand."
-Isaiah 41:10 NLT
"...he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope."
-Ephesians 3:20 NLT
