9 months today.. |
It has been 9 months since Avalynn passed away. Today and yesterday have been big downers. I have bought the boy's toys that they wanted just to see them smile. I feel so guilty more and more latley. ...
Posted by Sandi on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:48:00 PST |
I think were set on baby names |
We have been looking at names trying to find the moet perfect name for our new baby. I think were leaning toward Everett Cole for a boy and Olivia Jane (Liv). Jane is my moms name. Liv is so beautiful...
Posted by Sandi on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 09:10:00 PST |
A dad's grief~So very true! (author unknown) |
I can across this poem and thought it was so right on. This is just like what my husband had to go through.It must be very difficult to be a man in grief since men don't cry and men are strong no tear...
Posted by Sandi on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 08:52:00 PST |
I'M PREGNANT!!! |
Found out this morning and took another test to make sure and we are super excitied! My due date say's sept, 25th thats my son josh's birthday. I will post more when I go see the doctor.
Posted by Sandi on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 01:08:00 PST |
Six months today! |
It has been six months since Avalynn died. I have been like myself today. I guess I was tring not to think about it. I feel horrible, I didn't even buy her anything for her cabnet. I am so heartless. ...
Posted by Sandi on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:08:00 PST |
Trying to move on, but it isn't as easy as it sounds |
It's been almost 6 months since Avalynn passed and The days have been getting easier but the nights are the worst. I can't sleep, I find myself walking up and down the hallway hoping that I hear her c...
Posted by Sandi on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:04:00 PST |
SAD DAY'S |
IT IS SO HARD EVERYDAY! I FELL LIKE I'M FALLING A PART MORE ALL THE TIME. I MISS MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH. I CAN'T GO A SECOND WITHOUT THINKING OF HER. I SEE BABIES ALL THE TIME AND WONDER HOW OLD THEY ARE...
Posted by Sandi on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST |
HOLIDAY SEASON |
IT'S BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE MY BABY GIRL PASSED AWAY. I FIND MYSELF STILL LOST AND ANGRY, I MISS HER SO MUCH. I HAD A VERY HARD THANKSGIVING. I CRIED MOST THE DAY. IT JUST ISN'T FAIR. I HAVE B...
Posted by Sandi on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 01:27:00 PST |
AVALYNNS STORY |
Avalynn Grace Martinez was born on a hot summer day. June 21st, the first day of summer. She was the most beautiful baby girl in the world. We prayed for a healthy baby , and we got a healthy & be...
Posted by Sandi on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:05:00 PST |
WE FOUND OUT WHAT KILLED OUR DAUGHTER!!! |
WE WERE TOLD THAT AVALYNN DIED FROM SIDS. BUT WE WERE WAITING FOR ALL THE TESTS TO COME BACK BEFORE THEY WERE CERTIAN. TODAY, I WAS TOLD THAT SHE DIED FROM A BACTERIA INFECTION CALLED KLEBSIELLA OXYTO...
Posted by Sandi on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:31:00 PST |
