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About Me

~~MY VIEW OF LIFE~~
I DON'T THINK LIFE IS ABOUT BEING BETTER THEN SOMEONE ELSE, OR HAVING BETTER THEN SOMEONE ELSE. I DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE. I DONT THROW SOMEONE'S PAST IN THEIR FACE, NOR DO I DISCUSS IT WITH OTHER PEOPLE.(not a gossip queen) IF I GET THE CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW SOMEONE ELSE, I TAKE IT. A WORLD WITHOUT FRIENDS, WOULD BE A VERY LONELY PLACE. IF YOU MEET ME A PERSON YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING MORE THEN FRIENDS WITH, AND IT DOESN'T WORK OUT...DOn't I PUSH THEM AWAY, BECAUSE MORE THEN LIKELY IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE... SO BE FRIENDS WITH THAT PERSON INSTEAD. HAVING PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU CARE ABOUT IS THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO ALWAYS BE THERE AND HAVE THEIR BACK. I'M SOMEONE THAT KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, SO AGAIN... I AM ALWAYS A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. that's just a little bit of what i think about life.
*I like people who aren't DRAMATIC. *I don't like noodles. *I love mexican food. *I hate hypocrites but I am one sometimes. *I LOVE the beach. *I hate ladybugs. *My name is Stephanie, love me or hate me, I am who I am and I'm comfortable with me. *I don't have kids but want kids ONE day. *I'm tired of the men that turn out to be the stage 5 clingers and I'm sick of the ones that don't give me the attention I want. *I am convinced all the good men are gay, or are taken. *I do go out to the clubs, and I do drink often, but that's due the fact that I'm single and I have nothing else to do. I have a *BesT Friend* who is basically my sister. I have a sister and a brother. I have amazing family. *I wish on somedays that I would have stayed in New Mexico, and I sometimes wish I could go back [I couldn't ever leave what I have here behind though] *I love the colors black and baby blue. *I have a dog. Turtles and dolphins are my favorite. * I hate sleeping alone, proven fact I sleep better when there is a warm body next to me. I am a clinger when I sleep.. so if you don't like that... then move along. any other questions... ask me :)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I want to meet a guy who isn't a douche bag, or a jerk... just once.

My Blog

FOREVER YOUNG

Trapped in the glorious yearswithin the memory of belief, lost of all grief.Take the reasons,which once seemed so clear,but never mind, you have nothing to fear.For you my fried will be, forever young...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:08:00 GMT

Derrick James South. 2 years gone

The sad thought.. the sad knowing...... that you are no longer here.  2 years, today, that you died.  the day that everyone came together.  the day that millions of tears were shed.&nbs...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 18:14:00 GMT

Memories

Embracing eternal memories brings such sorrow, But opens the eyes of future perceptions.  Desirings your body and not just your spirit.  Remembering you and not just your death.  Kneeli...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 20:46:00 GMT

Another...

Doses of pills to end an empty life; filled with friends who care about you.  Ending your hurt and giving it to everyone as a way to remember you.  Memories left good and bad, happy and sad....
Posted by on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 18:47:00 GMT

Poem...

The cold blood of invisible tears flow down my cheeks in stinging, icy streams.  The agony of a graved friend eating at me and causing such hurt.  The thoughts of the Earth devouring his sou...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 18:44:00 GMT

R.I.P Derrick South

4:30 a.m getting a phone call from a really good friend telling me another great friend died, is the hardest thing in the world and the biggest shock i have ever received. i keep thinking, derrick, th...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Jun 2005 12:47:00 GMT