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Black Bird

The Dreaded Drained

About Me

Hmm about me... Im a person of many dualities. Im a big kid at heart. I watch alot of kid movies, enjoy a good laugh, and would find any reason to spend all day playing video games. Im also very wise for being only 23. I might not be the smartest person on the block, but life has tought me many lessions. Im also a female to male transexual(FtM), its apart of who i am, but i do not make it my life.. if u know what i mean.And now, my other side. Ive been called morbid and sadistic. I find humor in things many would find offensive. I see beauty in evil and darkness as well as in goodness and light, they are both the same in my mind. Their is truely no difference between good and evil, only who is preciving it.
A M Y S P A C E S U R V E Y
((Basic Info))
Name::: Blackbird
Hair Color::: Brown
Eye Color::: Brown
Age::: 23
Birthday::: 4/3/85
((Favorites))
Food::: Italian
Song::: Gackt "Lust for blood"
Color::: black
Number::: 667
Website::: www.Playonline.com
Movie::: I have to many favorites
Magazine::: Blender
Actor::: Johnny Depp
Actress::: hmm dont think i have one
Book::: Modern Magick
((Your))
Greatest Fear::: Insects
Screen Name::: Jiggakev410
Bedtime::: when the sun comes up
Current Location::: Oxon Hill, Maryland
Most Embarrassing Moment::: Anytime i snort when i laugh
Best Friend::: Stephan & Cesar
Weakness::: Chocolate
First Thought When You Wake Up::: DAMN IT!
((This Or That))
Pepsi Or Coke::: Coke
Chocolate Or Vanilla::: i think we covered that
Day Or Night::: Night
Hamburger Or Hot Dog::: Burger
Love Or Money::: Love
Looks Or Personality::: Personality
Summer Or Winter::: Winter
Hugs Or Kisses::: Kisses
Romantic Night In Or Wild Night Out::: Romantic Night
Coffee Or Tea::: Coffee
Hot Or Cold::: cold
Sunny Or Rainy::: Rainy
Dogs Or Cats::: both
((Have You Ever))
Been In Love::: yes
Danced In The Rain::: yep
Been Kissed::: sure have
Toilet Papered Someone's House::: no
Cheated On A Test::: yep
Been Beaten Up::: nope
Bullied Someone::: no
Smoked::: yep
Drank::: of course
Done Drugs::: only weed
Had Sex::: umm yeah
Gone Bungee Jumping::: hell no
Gone Camping::: yep
Stayed Up All Night::: i am the night
Skipped School::: yeah
Been On A Plane::: a few times
Cheated On Someone::: no
Been Cheated On::: i dont think so, i hope not
Sang In The Shower::: yeah
Smiled For No Reason::: yeah im goofy
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It Was Funny::: yeah
Had A Pillow Fight::: yes
Broken A Bone::: nope
Wished Upon A Star::: yeah
Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves::: yes
Gone Surfing::: nope
Sat On Your Rooftop::: no
Written A Song::: no
((Finish The Sentence))
I Am::: not what you would expect.
I Wish::: i could be more open about my life.
Life Is::: pain and suffering, then u die.
My First Kiss::: was ok.
Babies Are::: smelly
Sometimes I Can Be::: logical
I Really Want To::: travel the world
I Love::: honesty
This Survey Was::: the bain of my existance
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My Interests

Im a big fan and player of FFXI. On the Cerberus sever my character is Dede a taru.Level 75beastmaster, 75Bard, and 75Paladin so far. But on the average i mostly enjoy occult philosophy, reading, hanging and talking with friends, playing my playstation and xbox, studying tarot, going to see marvel movies, stuff like that.My all time favorite job on FFXI, Beastmaster.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who likes to have a good time with good music and good beer! People who enjoy life for what it is and arnt stuck up, and think that their shit dont stink.
You Are 80% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?
Your Life Path Number is 3
Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.

You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.
Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.
A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.

In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire.

While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play.
And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.
Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them What Is Your Life Path Number?

Music:


Movies:

I like mostly Sci-fi/fantacy movies, really into vamp movies, and anything with Johnny Depp. >.>Vincent by Tim Burton ^

Television:

CSI, southpark, Moonlight,.... being that i work alot now, i dont watch much tv.I know im going a bit old school with this, but when i was a kid, this show was the shit. I wouuld run home everyday to watch it. Only the first 2 incarnations were the best. Mighty Morphing and Ninja Rangers, all the others sucked balls.

Books:

Nocturnal Witchcraft, Modern Magick, The Book of Black Magick
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Heroes:

To be honest, its my dad. Hes always there for me when i need him. I should get him a Superman mug for fathersday :p

My Blog

I, Transexual

Anyone who has read my blogs must, at this point, think i have a sevear case of multiple personality disorder. LMAO. But yes I am a transexual among other things. The fact that i have so many titles ...
Posted by Black Bird on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:23:00 PST

Satanism and the Black kid

Alot of my life has been spent searching for answers, of why this and why that. Alot of it has also been spent thinking in 3 dimensions. I realized early on that alot of people didnt think like me. N...
Posted by Black Bird on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:38:00 PST

White Power?

I am on the brink of tears right now. Im watching this show on the National Geografic channel about white surprimicest and raciest skin heads in America today. I makes me sick to my stomach. How on G...
Posted by Black Bird on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:45:00 PST

God i need a drink

havent updated in a while, figured i would let u people know that im still alive and kicking. Been a hecktic few monts for me. One i cut my hair, 2 i moved to alexandria with a psyco room mate who wan...
Posted by Black Bird on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:12:00 PST

Liberation

Sitting there at 1 in the morning, twisting my dreads, I felt extreamly tired of the whole situation....For years I have tended to my own hair like a garden, watching them grow&nbs...
Posted by Black Bird on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:21:00 PST

Old friends on new streets

Finally got me a new job as a security officer again, good money and easy to do. But as i was stationed at my post, who do i see ride up the escalator.. my old firend Cesar! He works in the office rig...
Posted by Black Bird on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:24:00 PST

Ruby Stream

Flowing down, a glieaming stream. Close your eyes, feel the unseen. My lips part like open arms, To accept the sway of your crimson charms.
Posted by Black Bird on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:49:00 PST

IM ALIVE!

hello friends, sorry i have been gone so long but now im back. life has not been to kind to me, and now everything is finaly falling into place. i have a good job comming and im so excited. More to co...
Posted by Black Bird on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:57:00 PST

America, Land of the Forgotten Dream

As a child, I was spoon feed the "American Dream" like so many others, and i believed it. I thought, everyone had a right to be here, that there was equality, freadom for relegion, and justice for al...
Posted by Black Bird on Tue, 02 May 2006 12:10:00 PST

Oujia board+good friends+beer=FUN

Yesterday, Tammy and I headed over to meet up with our old friend Ash and Luna. We havent seen them in almost a year, but like always, we find eachother. So were over there talking about days long pas...
Posted by Black Bird on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 04:48:00 PST