There isn't a day that goes by where i don't question self worth. I'm not saying that I'm a negative person or that I suffer from depression, it's quite the opposite. However if you could get to know even the smallest piece of my story you would be suprised. Lately, I've learned alot about the people in my life who I thought cared for me and the people I socialize with. I find it strange that when you think you can trust a person, they end up(however far down the line)proving otherwise. I'm disgusted by the fact that forgiving someone for something teaches them that what you forgave was ok. It's also odd that it takes the most extreme circumstances for someone to realize what's best for them. We need to realize that things are bad and they will get worse, and that what helps is when you can find someone to share the best and worst of times with. Someone you can truly TRUST.What helps me get through these things is spending time with my friends (How few they are) and family for whom i would give my life (I can't express the level of appreciation I have for each and every one of them, I Love You Guys). I've been through some of the most incredible situations imaginable, good and bad, and its tought me to always hold my head high and remember that everything happens for a reason. It will all work out in the end.
