michelle massacre[wasted life]â„¢

About Me

I'm back, well sort of.. I never really went anywhere. I intend on talking to those who have been in my life and who've meant a lot to me. Only those who matter basically.
I live my life one day at a time, constantly changing to my surroundings. I'm stronger now than ever before. I live life for those who continue to support me. The only few important people in my life have seen the true person I have grown to be. I'm becoming better and older with every day.
Hi, my name is Michelle; I am 19 years old. I live in the seven two seven; I am a Gemini. I work at Gamestop. I have received my GED. I have had my share of drama and refuse to even acknowledge it. I do not have the time or energy to involve myself in a useless, never ending game of "he said, she said". I have a growing confidence in myself, thanks to those who believe I won't make it. I no longer talk about the past, unless it is with my best friends, whatever is in the past stays there. Most likely my attitude will make me seem replusive. Honestly I joke around a lot; but there is a time and a place for it. I hate pretenders and I'll call you on your shit. I'm a very nice person, and I can say I am one of the few left with a big heart; I try to fit everyone into it. I can't say what is on my mind half of the time, and I am terrible at decision making. If I am in the mood I can be extremely cocky, but only for a short period of time. I am goofy and sometimes rather obnoxious. I am extremely shy, although I don't act it. I won't make any initiative to talk to you, so be assertive. I place my trust in few, and few alone.
I live in my own apartment, with two of the greatest roommates. Greg and Justin ♥. Hanging out with co-workers rules. Drama free, happy, fun. I love my new life full of only amazing people who don't know the meaning of backstabbing.
Touch with reality had somewhat lost it's spark. This is who I used to be.
To many fucking kids with constant changes.
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"How nice--to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive." --Kurt Vonnegut

My Interests

Resident Evil and Final Fantasy XI.

I'd like to meet:

I can never say how much she means to me. Our world is one, and without her support I would be lost. I will never lose faith in her, and our never-ending bond will only continue to grow. She takes each and every step along with me. When all the weight is shed she will be there. She is, and always will remain my best friend. She is all I've ever needed.

Music:

Kids Like Us
Hoods
Blood Stands Still
Bishop
Since the Flood
Seventh Star
Death Before Dishonor
First Blood
xDeathstarx
Suicide Silence
Suffocate Faster
Hatebreed
The Geeks
It gets better...

Movies:

Star Wars, Clerks, Heathers, Trainspotting, 8Â½, City of God, Donnie Darko, Boondock Saints The Ugly, 28 Days Later, Battle Royale, American History X, The Good Girl, Scarface, The Seventh Seal, Ghost World, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, Kill Bill Volume 1, Shaun of the Dead, FMA Movie, Silent Hill, Syriana, Borat, Pulp Fiction, Rocky.

Television:

[as]

Books:

One of my favorites; George Orwell's 1984. Some others, Catcher In The Rye, A Clockwork Orange, Farenheit 451, Brave New World, Fast Food Nation, All the President's Men, Night, The Good Earth, A Tale of Two Cities, Slaughter House-Five, The Sirens of Titan, Cat's Cradle, God Bless You, Dr. Kevorkian, Nine Stories, Resident Evil series [S.D. Perry], Zombie Survival Guide. [manga as well]

Heroes:

I miss these moments, but remember them like they were yesterday.