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well now about me. my name is jessie nick name bam bam . i am kind of shy but once u get me to open up u might jus find something u likeI like to draw and print i also like to write poetry im really good at it . i love cars my fav is the mustang and i also love street raceing. my fav color well i love them all . i love to cook and im great at bakeing . i love to travel . i love to party and hang out with friends . and most of all i I LOVE MUSIC. i don't think i could live with music and god .um lets see i have 2 brother's (teddy) (jonny)and 3 sisters (sara-kat-dee). im in to sports i like football and i swim oh yeah i love the water i would live in it if i could really i would! can't wait to get my own place right on the water. I love movies two mostly horror and comedy. i love my bf with all my heart and soul. ummmm.... what esle shall i say (pauses and thinks).....................????????......HELLO ANY ONE HOME KNOCK KNOCK..WHO'S THERE . oh right back to what i was saying well im a good person im a good listener i love to help people and im a fighter i stand up for what is right and what i belive in and i stand up for my friends you don't want to meet my bad side ...im funny and love to laugh.and i love fish and dolphins and any thing that lives inthe sea.so i think that pretty much me .if u have any questions at all about what u just read u can call me at 1-800-huh? lol .----------------MAY BABY ----------------- ~Honest and loyal ~Stubborn and hard-hearted. ~Strong-willed and highly motivated. ~Sharp Thoughts. ~Very pretty/handsome. ~Easily angered. ~Attracts others easily and loves attention. ~Deep Feelings. ~Beautiful physically and mentally. ~Firm Standpoint. ~Needs no Motivation. ~Great in bed ~Shy towards opposite sex. ~Easily consoled. ~Systematic (left Brain). ~Loves to dream. ~Strong clairvoyance. ~Understanding ~Sickness usually in the ear and neck. ~Good imagination. ~Good physical. ~Weak Breathing. ~Loves literature and the arts. ~Loves traveling. ~Dislike being at home. ~Restless. ~Not having many children. ~Hardworking. ~High spirited.. .START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
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What is your name?: jessica
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: princesslizard15
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: tommy
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah my last name
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: idk
Birthdate:: may 20th 1993
Your age:: 14
Age you act:: 18
Age you wish you were:: 14 i guess
Your height:: 5/6
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: kind of
Hair color:: black
Happy with it?: sure lol
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: ?
Your family:: ???????????????
Have any pets?: yeah a cat fufu
Whats your job?: student
Piercings?: yes 5 all together
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: music
Do you speak another language?: spanish
Have a favorite quote?: live life to its fullest
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: idk
Do you have any secrets?: many
Do you hate yourself?: no
Do you like your handwriting?: yes its pretty
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: pretty eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: idk u tell me
What's your biggest fear?: ??
Can you sing?: nope
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: heck no
Are you a loner?: nope
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to have fun and live it to its fullest
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
Are you a daredevil?: yes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: not that i can think of
Are you passive or agressive?: idk
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: idk
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: nothing
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: kind of depends
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no
Do you think life has been good so far?: mmm kind of
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never give up
What do you like the most about your body?: idk
And least?: nothing
Do you think you are good looking?: yea
Are you confident?: kind of
What is the fictional character you are most like?: idk
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: yep
Pray?: yep
Go to church?: rarely but yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: when im very sad yes
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: nope
Drive?: i can and would if i had a car
Like to drive fast?: oh yeah
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes don't want to talk about it
Been out of the country?: sadly no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: no
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: yes
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: yes
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: no
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: don't want to talk about it
Pulled an all nighter?: no
If yes, what is your record?: 0
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: nope
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: yes who hasn't
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope??
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: nooo
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: whats that?
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: nope but wish i could
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: only if u do
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: only if u do
God?: yes
Satan?: no not inthat way
Santa?: nope
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yes(silly me lol)
Do you wish on stars?: yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: idk u tell me then ill tell u
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: sara
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: me
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: idk i wasn't listening
Your favourite inside joke?: idk
Thing you're picked on most about?: me being me
Who's your longest known friend?: sara teddy and jake
Newest?: alex, bec,christine,corey,and many more
Shyest?: me and sara
Funniest?: shane
Sweetest?: christine
Closest?: teddy
Weirdest?: me
Smartest?: christine
Ditziest?: idk
Friends you miss being close to the most?: brad and dannyboy
Last person you talked to online?: my sis
Who do you talk to most online?: my sis
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
Who do you trust most?: no one
Who listens to your problems?: all myfriends
Who do you fight most with?: my mom
Who's the nicest?: christine
Who's the most outgoing?: corey
Who's the best singer?: corey
Who's on your shit-list?: no one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes but wouldn't do it
Who's your second family?: my friends
Do you always feel understood?: never
Who's the loudest friend?: me
Do you trust others easily?: sadly no
Who's house were you last at?: my sis
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: tonys
Do your friends know you?: parts of me never the full me
Friend that lives farthest away:: amber
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: um romance
Turn-on?: ask
Turn-off?: ask
First kiss?: a boy lol
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: weird yet special
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: idk
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: idk
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yes i guess
What is best about the opposite sex?: idk ask them
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: idk ask them
What's the last present someone gave you?: um idk can't remember
Are you in love?: at this moment no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: don't have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one
You wanted to kill?: don't ask
That you laughed at?: so guy on tv
That laughed at you?: my grandma
That turned you on?: hehehe
You went shopping with?: kat or my grandma
That broke your heart?: to many to count
To disappoint you?: to many to count
To ask you out?: um mario
To make you cry?: which time
To brighten up your day?: mygrandma
That you thought about?: tony
You saw a movie with?: mygrandma
You talked to on the phone?: tim
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: my sis
You saw?: mygrandma
You lost?: to many to count
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: sweats and a sports bra
Body part you're touching right now:: none
What are you worried about right now?: every thing
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: nothing
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: happy special confuzzed hot and loved
Are you bored?: nope
Are you tired?: nope
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: txting yes talking no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: nope lookin at movie
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::Background Info::
Name: jessica
Age: 14
Date of Birth: may20th 199
Place of Birth: earth
Ethnic Background/Ancestry: black,british,navit,german
Languages You Speak: spanish
Relationship Status: single
School Situation: high skool yeah !
Job Situation: doin hair
Do you drive?: i can
Do you smoke cigarettes?: yerp
Do you drink alcohol on a regular basis?: no
Do you do recreational drugs at least occasionally?: um idk in a way kind of i think lol
Family Situation [Who do you live with?]: grand parents
::Your Appearance [Physical]::
Natural hair color: black
Hair Type [Straight, Wavy, Curly, etc]: staight
Long or short?: medium long
Current Hair Style: braids
Eye color: brown
Eye shape: um
Do you have freckles?: nope
Skin tone/complexion: brown
Do you have a tan?: no thx god
Height: 5/6
Body Type/Build: thick n juciy
Shoe Size: lol
Any scars?: yes
Physical feature that stands out the most: my breast
::Your Appearance [Fashion]::
Tattoos?: not yet
Piercings?: 5
What subculture do you gravitate towards the most?: what?
How would you describe your style?: fly
Tshirts and jeans -or- Dresses/Suits?: tshirts and jeans
Sneakers -or- Heels/Dress Shoes?: heels and sneakers
Tight or baggy pants?: tight
What color do you wear most often?: black
What do you wear on an average day around the house?: um if im not goin any where sweats and bra
What do you wear to sleep?: nothing
What is your jewelry style?: two rings and hoops
How about shoes? Any brands you love/wear a lot?: um heels and vans
Do you paint your nails?: clear or i get em done
What is your make-up style?: none
Do you carry around bags or purses?: yes my lovely playboybunnie
What are your favorite accessories?: cellphone
Do you wear sunglasses a lot?: nope
What is your favorite way to dress? [Sexy, Cute, Modest, Professional, etc]: sexy cute
Does fashion mean a lot to you?: yes
::Your Beliefs::
Do you have a religion/spirituality?: yes
Do you believe in a supreme being?: yes
Life after death?: yes
Heaven and Hell?: yes
Angels and Demons?: yes
Aliens?: sure why not
Reincarnation?: lol yes
Horoscopes?: yeah
Fortune Telling?: no
If you have a faith/relgion, is it the most important thing in your life?: yes
What are your views ..ion?: im for it
Gay marriage?: go right ahead
Politics?: love em
Political Correctness?: lies
Are you more Liberal or Conservative?: liberal
How do you feel about sex outside of marriage?: go for it (get em tested)
::Dating and Relationships::
Would you date a person with a different religion than you?: no
How about polar opposite political beliefs?: ?
What are qualities you look for in a bf/gf?: yes
What kind of personality issues do you dislike?: stuck up
Looks or personality?: personality
Are you shallow?: no
Do you fall in love easily?: um kind of
How do you know you like someone?: same way u do
What do you usually do when you like someone, or think you like someone?: keep it to my self i like to be chased
Do you like to take things fast or slow?: medium
Casual dating -or- Serious committed relationship?: both
What is your philosophy on dating/love/relationships?: a condom helps,be faithful,and love
Is there a difference between liking someone and having a crush on someone?: yes
Do you like the other person to make the move first?: yes
What would ruin a relationship?: what lies
Would your ideal guy/girl call you? Or would you call them?: babygurl
Would you expect them to make all the moves?: most not all
Would you expect them to be with you 24/7?: no
Are you a jealous person?: lil not to where u can tell
Obsessive?: lol no
Overly emotional?: no
Do you think you would be a good gf/bf?: yes
::Your Future::
What do you want to do with your life?: live out all my dreams with time to make more
Is getting married important to you?: yes
Want kids?: yes
How many?: ill be happy wit 8
Do you wanna be rich?: no
If you had to choose between a huge career and a family, would you?: no family is forever
What is your idea of success?: happiness
What is your main goal in life?: to have fun
::A Little Bit of Random Stuff::
Favorite music?: all
Favorite bands/artists?: nickleback and pretty ricky(love u ricky)
Any plans for today?: drunk
What do you like to do with your free time?: hehehe
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I'd like to meet:

any one who is fun and nows how to have a good time and some one who loves the water,cars and music just as much or close as i do and when i die god :D....................The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here, " The Black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen Bitch...... when i was born, i was BROWN, " "when i grew up, i was BROWN, " "when i'm sick, i'm BROWN, " "when i go in the sun i'm BROWN, " "when i'm cold, i'm BROWN, " "when i die, i'll be BROWN, " "But you Bitch..........." "when you're born, you're PINK, " "when you grow up, you're WHITE, " "when you're sick, you're GREEN, " "when you go in the sun, you turn RED, " "when you're cold, you turn BLUE, " "And when you die, you turn PURPLE, " "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" "Mutha Fuckin Bitch!!!"

My Blog

my silent cry out

Crying in silence will only leave u drowning in ur own tears!!Cutting leaves u with the bittersweet taste of ur thinning blood!!Lieing to ur self tryin to make it things better only leads u deeper dow...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 15:42:00 GMT

lifes to short

Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow downDon...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 13:52:00 GMT

dear true love

love He came in.he happened.we happed.its love i feel it i kno its true .these feelings runing deep with in my soul. its love i tell ya its love.it was fate him and i .the love we share it happened oh...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 16:12:00 GMT

a womans touch

a womans touch can bring the strongest man to his kneesmake it hard for man to breatha womans touch can make a man feel like a kingmakes us think we the boss when truely she has the lead a womans touc...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 13:57:00 GMT

SIGNS!!!!!

Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a bookwritten 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions.Read your signThis is real dealVIRGO - The One that WaitsDominant in relationship...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 18:30:00 GMT

dear my mommy?

DEAR Mommy i don't under stand why me?what did i ever do to you i didn't choose to be born to you ! i never chose to what i had to go though with you ! i never chose to be left alone broken and abus...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 14:25:00 GMT

suck on this!!

okay im sick of it im done i won't say go to hell but thats how i feel right now to every one im done i really am i nor my heart can take this so im givein up im givein in i quit so goodbye assholes i...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 15:56:00 GMT

old dream guy

okay to all my friends who read this that were there at that time in my life that i was emotionally off track then u know the storys if not if ur a newbee to life welcome lol but u might not be ready ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 18:34:00 GMT

Theres only so much !!

Theres only so much a girl can take. Theres only so much a girl can do . Theres only so much a she can hope for u . Theres only so much she can say before she says goodbye.   Theres only so much ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 00:30:00 GMT

What i want or what i need

The song what's love got to do with it by tina turner lol its true why should i have a heart if its gonna get brokein over and over again.but then why do i wheither have loved than to have never loved...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:25:00 GMT