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Texas Dahl

About Me

is' ..I WANT TO THANK MY NEICE FOR ALLOWING ME TO BORROW FROM HER, THE FIRST PART OF THIS SECTION WAS WRITTEN BY HER. I aspire to be somebody's everything. I act like I don’t care, but the truth is I just care too much. I'm a mess and my life usually is too. I laugh at the stupidest things, I cry for no reason and I get mad easily. I always put others ahead of myself caring more about them than I do myself. I let myself get hurt as long as someone I care about is happy. I want to meet someone who will love me even with how ridiculously messed up I can be. I have a true smile that can light up the room when someone actually pulls it out of me. Sometimes I can start a chain reaction with that single smile. I want to meet someone who I can say "I'm fine" to and they can look me in the eye and realize that it's not true without me having to tell them. It's almost never true, I've just gotten so good at hiding that. I don't like disappointing people. I wish I had the heart and the will to believe in most everyone but I don't. I do believe in true friendships and know that they are actually very rare. I know that I have wasted too many wishes on so many stars. I end up not being able to walk away, I put everything into everything I say. I may be sad, but I’m not weak and I'm finally seeing that life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass it's about learning to dance in the rain, I just don't want to dance alone. Well there really isn’t a lot to tell about me. I don’t play stupid head games, too old for that. I tend to be very honest about most things so if you don’t really want to know the answer don’t ask me cause I’m going to tell you whether it’s hurtful or not. .. I stayed in a military community because I grew up with it and I've never ever considered living anywhere else. I respect our soldiers and what they do everyday and living here and doing a job that may help make their stay here any easier is what I love. The hardest part about living here is watching my friends deploy. ....I have learned that in life one really has very few really close friends. I have been fortunate to find my circle and can say without hesitation the ones that I consider my real ones are. I have always gotten along better with guys then girls. I find most girls/women to be petty, selfish, catty things that are just looking to find the next bit of drama. When there is none I find them all to ready to start some. That makes the few that I have found to be even more special to me as I know they don't fit into that category.....


My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I guess there are a few famous people I might like to meet but really, I'm not a big famous people kinda person. I've met the one person that really matters, he's the one that I wake up thinking about and miss so much right now. Hurry home baby........ ..

My Blog

why is life so frustrating

So I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the whole world. I miss him so much and can't wait till we can at least start emailing or chatting again. I love you baby.Why is it so hard to figure out? If ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 17:33:00 GMT

Christmas

Sometimes things don't work out like they are supposed to but in the end they end up like they should. I was supposed to go home for Christmas but in the end there was no way to get what we needed for...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 16:46:00 GMT

My Mom

Four years and Christmas still is the saddest time for me. I miss my mom so much right now. I'm sure at some point these things get easier but so far it's not there yet. She was amazing, she never fin...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 19:12:00 GMT

how a mind wonders

So Christmas is almost here and this year is gonna be a tough one. I can't be with my family which is killing me this year but I will be with my baby and his family. There will be 10 of us here so it ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 17:12:00 GMT

changes big and small

Well it's almost New Year and everyone is always so fast to start making resolutions. I don't like making em, to me it's a setup to sure failure. You make all these resolutions and as one or two slip ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 05:21:00 GMT

the best birthday ever

So Saturday was my birthday and because I have the best boyfriend in the whole world I had the best day. Me and Nicole and Ashlee went and got our toes done and had lunch at Applebee's. I've been the...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 17:17:00 GMT

new job, amusing friends and more

Tomorrow will make the first week on the new job. It's really interesting and none stop from the very start. Taking ppl's money for citations allows one to meet a whole lot of ppl. They all have a sto...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:49:00 GMT

birthdays and other things

So another birthday is just around the corner . I have to admit that it sorta bothers me that I'm about to be another year older and am where I am right now. By this point in my life I had expected so...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 19:34:00 GMT

friends, family, dating and the holidays

So the holiday season is upon us and my life is not anywhere near where I would have liked it to be. I have no job, won't be able to see my family this year at all, am missing my friends as we never h...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:43:00 GMT

Being laid off

For anyone that hasn't heard, I was laid off a week ago today. The real estate market is just too off right now and as office staff and not a realtor someone had to go. For the first time since I star...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:24:00 GMT