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amber, 18, careless.
my friends have hurt me. a certain boy has used me. a certain boy has left me. i have lost too many people to care anymore. god is playing hide & seek with me right now, and currently i can't find him. boys are coming & going. mcdonald's has now become my second home. i think a thirty year old is attractive. i don't answer or return calls, i'll apologize now. i rap like a ghetto white girl if that's possible. i waste more gas than a truck driver. i don't care about anyone in my past or my future. i live in the moment. if you hate me, cool; if you like me, cool. chances are you'll think i'm either annoying or a bitch, but again, i don't care. i enjoy jewelry. i've started bummin it more. summer is way overrated. every day feels like a saturday to me. my mom is crazy; my dad is crazy for putting up with her. i don't go to shows anymore. i miss the friends i had then. i used to look for love. i love making ice cream. i constantly am texting, and it gets on my nerves when you reassure me of it. i'm a disgrace to my family, at least i think so. liz vanduker is my twin. amanda duke is my sister. i have no life; yet i'm always doing something. si bowl is the setting of my summer. making friends out of random drunk people there is my favorite past time. i make random videos & take random pictures with my friends.
i'm hardworking & independent,
chances are, i could care less if you're around. :)