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It took me a long time to figure out that no one can ever really define themselves. So I decided that I will be to you, what I am to my self.An enigma.I always tried to define my self, but I was never successful at it. I don't think anyone ever is. But if you were successful than KUDOS to you. I am learning to understand that life is more complicated than I imagined it would be.I knew life was hard, and that it had its challenges. But when life is complicated it means more than what is in the everyday. I mean life is more than just what we perceive as normal or basic. It is not just life style and choices, it's also about emotions, and truth. What ever a persons' perspective of reality, always definitely defines the level complications. It sounds too logical to actually be true but it is.A person's reality is measured only by their perspective.That is why that when life is Complicated it means that the understanding is limited, and that all pertains to the person. Time is the factor, that catalyst, that defines a person. With time we become wiser, and life is less complicated. But only because we become more sensitive to others. Even is we try to live life as if we are desensitized, the underlying truth is that, the actions of those around us affect us, even in the most minimal. I just wonder how much time has to go by before I can say life is just a little less complicated. Maybe even say it's enjoyable, or at least bearable.