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i don't know what to put here really. so i'm going to blab. i'm good at it. well first of all my name is zach thelen. duh. i'm not giving out my personal information though bc some pedophiles are out there.. lol ummm idk i like to be random and loud. can't sit still for too long, and i'm kind of a violent person. ask my friends. i'd rather sit and talk to friends on msn than be out and talking to them in person. i'm easily annoyed. if i don't like you i won't hesitate to let you know, and if you're one of my good friends, more than likely i've gone off on you at least once before. i like playing basketball but have no intentions for trying out for any more of the basketball teams. most of my friends are pretty stupid and i spend a majority of the time walking around irritated or annoyed. i have a tendencie to fall for people fast. and i'm a flirt lol. i listen to just about everything, but lately i've been more into the rock/hardcore music. i guess it just... relates to what i go through in school. uhhh idk many people who hate me, but from what i hear, almost everyone hates me. so i guess i'm more outspoken than i thought? im pretty much one of the only people that i know of that can be totally happy at any given time and then just completely blow up in someone's face. simple things like saying stupid comments or thinking your funny when your not can really get to me, but i don't usually show my anger. i hit my friends a lot, but to me it just shows that i'm comfortable around them and that i am friends with them, to them it's a flaw i guess. but we all have our flaws, so i am not going to waste my time caring. more often than not, i have a mean-looking stature about me, but i'm not as mean as people think. unless i have a reason to be mean, i'm almost always nice and open-minded to whoever and whatever. Sometimes i get the feeling she's watching over me. lol random, but i'm listening to a song and it said it. if you haven't figured it out by now, i'm one of the most random people you'll ever meet, and i'm easily distracted from the at-hand tasks. such as geometry 1st hour. it blows. i fall asleep almost everyday. im more of a class clown than a concervative quiet type, but i don't get so out of hand as to hold up the class. such as others. i hate people who seek attention, but i've never been one to turn down a chance to make people laugh. i cant stand it when people try hard to get attention, and like i said before, i'm not afraid to tell them. actually, most of the people who "hate me", it's for that reason: Ashlee Killion they don't like that i'm not afraid to point out the flaws in them that they so often point out in others. everything seems funny when it's not happening to you; right? i just want to let them know how it feels. often times i'm made an example of, or ridiculed for things i do. mainly by my "friends," but on some occasions by people who i don't know. one thing i realised this past year, friends aren't really that great. i've greatly decreased the numbre of friends i've had, but still am doing good. in fact, i think i'm doing better. i'm more of a stand-alone type of person, but i have my groups of people i hang out with in school and such, and the people i go to games with. then there are those who need to be shot. also among the things i hate is preps. people call me preppy because i wear designer clothes. i guess we all have our own ideas of what things are. but to put it bluntly, a prep to me is someone who spends hours of their day to make themselves appeal to others, and thinks they are too good to talk to a certain group of people, and only hangs out or dates people who apply to the looks or social status they want them to be. i have a few choice people in mind right now, but i won't mention them. also in the description, fits people so bent on themselves that they lack the courage to stand up for themselves. i may not be the biggest, smartest, or best looking person in my school, but it doesn't mean i'm going to let the people who fit that description run all over me. it's just not going to happen. another thing that bugs me: music stereotypes. So i listen to hardcore music. doens't mean i wanna die, doesn't mean i slit my wrists, doesn't mean i'm Emo. most people, for the fact of the matter, don't even truly understand quite what emo is. they just think it's a cool word to describe people who like music that screams. so what if i do? i also like rap, rock, country, even oldies. does that make me a gangster, a punk, a cowboy, or a hippie? no, but since i listen to hardcore screaming music i'm all of a sudden an emo guy who hates his life? wrong. and for any of the people who think that, you're just wasting your life being discriminant of others because of what you lack: courage to try and be something different from usual and experiment to find who are your true friends, those that stay with u no matter what you do, what choices you make, or even what music you listen to. i for one have learned over the years not many of my friends are "true." many of them would rather pick on one of their best friends to fit in with the rest of the crowd, rather than being loyal to that one friend and sticking up for them. though i cannot honestly say i have ever stopped my friends from picking on someone in school, i can honestly say i have never picked on someone in school in a hurtful way because of their status, their looks, or their physical appearance. as before, i may not be a model or a superstar, but those that have that attribute aren't the only living people. they don't have any more rights than anyone else. it just bugs me to go to school thinking it's going to be a good day because i get to see my friends and be with the people who make me laugh, just to see that it's the same place it was yesterday, filled with people who pick on you for any given reason. since when did the type of clothes you wear matter so much? or, for that matter, why can't people just accept you the way you are, whether your poor or rich, black or white, fat or skinny, or popular or not. the whole stereotype thing is getting to be one of the things that bugs me the most, it has kind of worn down some of my opportunities to meet new people who hate the people i hang out with. i do hang out with some of the popular people. i do hang out with some people who drink or smoke. i hang out with older and younger people. some of these groups don't exactly like eachother, but i guess if they don't like that i'm not going to choose one over the other, it's time to move on to another group that will accept it. i'm sick of fighting with everyone over the things that shouldn't even come up in conversation. and for all of the people who don't like what i say or do, they can just continue to dislike it, because i have no immediate intentions of changing the way i am to please anyone but myself. if i get sick of wearing designer clothes and shoes, then i will stop. if i get sick of listening to the music i listen to, then i'll stop. otherwise, it's something you must live with. and now that i have discussed some of the things i hate, i think it's time close. thank you to anyone who reads this to the bottom, and to those who don't, maybe half way down you realised that it's you i am talking about. if that be the case, i'm always open-minded and willing to talk to you. just don't try and urge me into anything
