Aquanet, plain fried rice, literature, long nights, diets, raves, collarbones, glowsticks, LED lights, video games, manga/anime, weekends, safety pins, thrift shops, Smirnoff, laughter, graffiti, texting,kisses.
No I will not kiss you in the rain. My eyeliner will run and my hair will get wavy. :]
I want this.
a boy who won't hurt me like the others.
someone smart.
someone who isn't afraid to be themselves.
someone who will think my random squeaks are cute.
someone who will play video games with me until the crack of dawn.
someone who won't make fun of my lack of coordination.
someone who will hold my hand.
someone who doesn't just want to get in my pants.
someone who doesn't mind the fact that i'm a bipolar insomniac with a severe case of self-loathing and mild ADHD.
someone i can trust.
Are teenage dreams so hard to beat?
I haven't met him yet, but once I do, I'll have met the person I'd like to meet
Friends
bring me the horizon.
atmosphere.
x-ray spex.
non-phixion.
DJ tiesto.
bright eyes.
the boy least likely to.
cut chemist.
suicide silence.
rilo kiley.
new york dolls.
paris hilton.
jeffree star.
and fucking lords of acid
Confessions
+ I am scared of the dark.
+ I can't tie my shoes.
+ I can't swim.
+ I'm too trusting.
+ I'm a huge flirt.
+ I eat food I find in the streets.
+ I'm an absolute pervert.
+ I have undiagnosed ADHD.
+ I hate talking on the phone.
+ I always think I'm too fat.
+ I play far too many video games.
+ I am going to AnimeNEXT.
+ I like ghetto people more than scene kids.
+ I don't try at school.
+ I have an inferiority complex.
+ I drink alot.
+ I pop pills under pressure.
+ I'm a sad excuse for a human being.
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Groups I'm In
a farewell to arms.
crime & punishment.
anything by steven king.
the lord of the rings.
& megatokyo.
ADD MY FRIENDS. You know you were going to do it, anyway.
Michelle Soto. She is my everything. Through thick and thin, I can count on her. She is the one stable element in my life, and I'm not sure she knows how much I appreciate her.
Karla, my older sister, and my crazy twin. I don't know what I would do without her. We have so much in common, my only lament is that i wish i would have met her before she moved.
angieee mothafucka! This girl is my AnimeNEXT buddy; We can talk about anything. Whether it's our fixation on japanese culture, or about frivolous ex-boyfriends. She is quite eccentric, and very outgoing, don't hate.
Ivy is my ride or die chick. I've known her for years, and even though we really don't keep in touch anymore, you have no idea how much I value our friendship.
Where do I start with Virgil? He's just too incredible for words. I love him more than most people I'll ever meet. Even in my dark days, he can lighten up the mood and make me smile with a silly joke. I can't wait till the day we meet, I swear it will be epic. V-Empire.
So Gabe is basically my Ecuadorian brother. We are going to have a Pilsener throwing competition someday. I love the fact that he text messages me at 3 AM when he's drunk. We watch soccer games on TV and talk about them 24/7. Gabe is incredible, and we're going to Disneyland together.
Sam is my baby. He's the only boy I call 'babe' and none of you better try calling me 'chika bonita' because only he can call me that. All I want for my birthday is a hug from Sam. He makes me feel better about all the scumbags in my life, and makes me think that I'm worth something.
Ervinnnn is amazing :] In the short time that i have known him, he never fails to make me smile. I can't wait until they build that damned skatepark for us here. We're both GSP rats :]
Brandon got my AIM SN one day, and started talking to me. We hit it off, and we've been friends ever since. Although he admits that he can't give advice, B-Dizzle is going to live in my closet, and go to raves with me :] He prefers waffles over muffins but I still love him. ^-^