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Empathetic

Sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to tear them down.

About Me

My time if you need to know...
If you don't want to talk to me to learn about me, why should I just tell you? Fine then...
First off, I am not here looking for love or the perfect match deal. I could care less how much you think I am 'hot'. I am here to write down my thoughts since I forgot the password to my blog thingie long ago.
Second off, I will not just be your friend because you requested it. I never went for the popularity contests in high school, on the games I played, or on IMVU. You want to be friends, then I suggest you act like it rather than a flake that only desires 'numbers'. I am not a number, I am a person.
Now that is out of the way, onto the more juicy parts?
I have been around the Air Force all my life. My father and mother met there and have been married for over 20 something years. I lived in West Berlin and touched the 'Wall' when it was still up. I lived in England twice. Once as a child and the second time as an adult. For those that wonder, the drinking age is 19, which I turned into a drunk before noon almost every day. Then again, I also worked the night shift and got off work at 6am.
If you haven't noticed, I have a habit of rambling in my thoughts and how I put them down. If you cannot follow it, please leave. I won't change for you since it has taken almost 28 years for me to come to the point where I can almost stand to look at myself in the mirror.
I was a Security Forces member, aka cop, while in the Air Force. I left after my four years since I couldn't stand the ass kissing that was going on. Yes, I still have a set of handcuffs and have the key to them on my key chain that I carry everywhere. And yes, I have been locked in them before for reasons other than practice.
I now go to the community college near by, working towards a degree in Automotive Tech. Being the only female in my class at the moment has its perks and drawbacks. But I am use to such since females were always seen as the weaker of the two in my other 'job'. I do love learning about cars though. Part of me loves to find out what makes things tick and getting dirty while doing it. I did think about going into computers and working with them, but being stuck at a table, bent over tiny things never suited me. I am use to working with large things. I am pretty skilled with the needle and thread and plan on making my own corset in a few weeks/months.
I also do a few things on something called IMVU.

It is a chat program, but I would suggest not getting into it unless your willing to spend money. I create things along different lines. I did the seven sins and now trying to do the different parts of ones mind...thing.
I think that is it, other than touching on the subject of me being a submissive and what kinks I have. Hoped that helped for those too lazy to ask questions of a person to learn about them. *smile*

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

These are sort of nicknames of people I have met that I would like to meet. Your not suppose to know just who they are. I really don't desire to meet anyone famous. In the end, they are just normal people like you or me.

A devil...

Sir.

My Blog

...gone....

I keep coming here, looking, hoping.  Only to see nothing.  The one person I am trying so hard to just be there for seems to not want me about.  The ever bitter feeling of being ignored...
Posted by Empathetic on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

Random things...

I learned that I need to read better. That my friend is pretty forgiving that I couldn't. It is strange that we might be the few in the 'hated by the RPers' on the server we play, but then again, we ...
Posted by Empathetic on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:07:00 PST

My art area.

Well, I wanted to show off my art, so I joined up with dev art.  My Deviantart page  Look over it if you wish.  Slowly starting to get better with DAZ Studio.  *beams*Other news.&n...
Posted by Empathetic on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:00:00 PST

I do art-ish...stuff

This is/will be my Blood Elf on WoW.  She has a HUGE back story.  Safe to say, she is just...different.
Posted by Empathetic on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:57:00 PST

Deep thinking...I think?

While sitting here, watching 'Gone in 60 seconds', it slowly dawned on me. Cars, themselves, are pretty nifty. I would love to see how they work, and even learn how to fix them. But what makes them s...
Posted by Empathetic on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:49:00 PST

Things you learn at college...

"Haughtiness invites ruin;  humility receives benefits."  ~Chinese proverbPart of me hates my psychology class.  It is one that is needed for the degree so taking it.  But why hate...
Posted by Empathetic on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:05:00 PST

Ramblings from a tired and battered soul.

Well, after a long night of sleep which I feel like I got none of it at all, I am sitting here and trying to put on a fresh face so none know just how depressed I am at the moment.  Strange that ...
Posted by Empathetic on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:31:00 PST