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Content from Coshed.com - Myspace Layouts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I SIT HERE AND THINK...WHAT IF I LOST EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW...OWELL, I'D START OVER...THEN I THOUGHT...WHAT IF I LOST MY CHILDREN, MY FAMILY...I COULDNT BARE THE THOUGHT...SO PLEASE RIGHT NOW, STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND GO KISS YOUR CHILDREN, YOUR HUSBAND/WIFE, YOUR MOTHER, YOUR FATHER, YOUR BROTHER, YOUR SISTER...IF THEY ARE NOT WITH YOU...CALL THEM, TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM...YOU DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE NEXT 5 MINUTES...DONT WAIST YOUR LIFE AWAY ON PETTY STUFF, LIVE IT WITH LOVE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thought I'd fix my profile up of my self and let people who truly don't know me, get to know me. So with that...my name is Amber...I am as real as they come...I'm down to earth and always positive on life. I only take life seriously when it comes to my family, the one I'm with, my children (3 boys...13, 9, & 5), my best friend Kimber and her babies, and of course a few of my closest friends...that’s it. I take my life to the fullest and live it everyday...I'm not into mind games when I truly care about someone, however, I like to make people guess what I'm going to do next. I work out a lot, but at my age it's so hard to trim the baby fat...but I think I look great for my age and a mother of 3 boys (no not being a stuck up...I just know I do.... Lol). I’m 5'8", 160 lb and extremely happy to be my thick self. I am a romantic at heart yet I like to get freaky as well. I'm playful, caring, loving, and honest. Very honest...but kind about it...not bitchy. Been lied to too many of times and got extremely hurt to start lien now. I'm a great family girl...I have my ups and downs but who doesn't. I know I'm not beautiful but I know I'm not ugly either. I have found my faith just recently, faith in God. I had lost that faith many years ago and got into Wicca. I still have a lot of beliefs in Wicca, yet I have learned a lot that I do not believe in. I finally went to church and learned that my beliefs in Wicca are very similar to the faith of Catholics. So with that, I am learning to love God one more time and hope he will hold me tightly once again. I'm strong, hell I'm a single mother of 3 boys that I bust my balls to take care of on my own. I never save time for drama...I hate drama. I'm intelligent, however; I'm not a great speller nor am I an English professor. I'm not naive and I may act like I am...but I know what’s going on at all times. I'm not found of females if they are the "scandalous" type. I'm not found of men if they are the "bull shit" type. I'm into cars, I have done some auto body and some car audio...learning a little mechanical. I was planning on going to school for auto body, however, things and ideas change. I am now planning to attend school for Real Estate. I love beautiful things and since houses are the beginning of many beautiful lives...I'd like to help the beauty grow, as well as pocket some money for my beautiful future. I like Goth, metal music, and marsh pits, but will go dancing to club, tech, and even some rap. My 3 favorite things to do in life is cars (audio and auto body), poetry, and putting on sweats and watching movies cuddled up to a pillow, my children, or the one I'm with. I enjoy being alone a lot yet I fear it as well. I love to clean my house yet I hate to clean my van...silly I know but my van is always messy...kids...all I can say. I get hurt easily yet I'm the strongest female you will know. I'm just the girl next door that people may gossip about...just don't believe all that you hear. I'm sarcastic and extremely honest, don’t care if you cry, suck it up and take it as it's worth. With all I have said and done...God speed!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A writing a friend wrote to me about me "Lost in Shadows Deep"~~~
Lost in your shadows...I seek your presence and feel your pain. Through the gold inlays and silver linings that people follow, you stay clung to the dark. Deep in your sorrow and hidden from mankind. You stay closed...stretching your arms vacantly for someone to take hold and bring you from the depths you have been driven to, but alas no
one sees your pain and your colors pale against the dim light that you hide behind. Like a lost child in a world they know not, you search for the one true light that will guide you to your salvation. Clawing and breaking, you grab for false truths only to be flung back into the savage void of where you were tossed by your captors. Take hold my hand and fear not the truths I tell you. Fear not the light I present you. Touch your future with my
insight and leave the lightlessness of your torture. Trust in my presence... and forever glory in the shining aspirations you desire! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I placed that yellow ribbon on the last window of my house I thought of all the men and women that have and continue to serve our nation. I think of their families and all the friends that let their tears fall. I think of the people that roar to their names as they come home and all the kisses, hugs, and tears they will receive. I think of the ones that don’t return with the breaths they had with in themselves as they went to serve and how their friends and families cry and ask why their love was taken. I cry as I hang this yellow ribbon. I think of my friends and family that are over seas. I hope I never have to endeavor the pain of losing any one of them. I hear of people putting down the military...why I ask. For they joined to fight for us. While we sit in the comforts of our home, they are risking their lives, feeling pain, and seeing pain. So do not sit there on your couch, sipping a soda, watching your life waist away from bigotry. If you claim your better then prove it...donate your riches, as in your hand to help your neighbor, wipe a tear from an elderly that is alone in this world, hug your children and read to them, give little or a lot of money to families who have none, do something with what little you do have or what greatly you do. As I look out the window I see a new world...as I sit down on my couch...I begin to read to my children a story of life, a story of love, a letter from a loved one in Baghdad. A tear falls as my children ask what they can do to make our world better. I look into their innocent faces and tell them one word....LOVE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Content from Coshed.com - Myspace Layouts
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