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★Beautiful Disaster★

LOVERS & DREAMERS & MEEEEEE!!!!

About Me

... Hello...I am a 37 year old divorced mom of 3 of the most beautiful, smart, fun girls you have ever met. Of course, they clearly get all of that from me.  These days I feel like I am a beautiful butterfly emerging from her cocoon. I am a big believer in KARMA. I think I am finally back on the recieving end with 99% of my karmic debts paid! I seek balance and harmony and realize that every action, every thought, every intention has a profound effect on the universe. I don't always make the RIGHT choice, but I feel as long as I keep learning and growing that even the WRONG choice is better than STANDING STILL repeating the same old behaviors! I believe in destiny and I'm finally ready to find mine..anyone want to help? ;0) I love movies, new and old, good music, sad stories and happy endings.  A great meal, with a great friend, in front of a fire with candles and a bottle of wine or a beer. I love trying new things,I'm way behind in that department, I have alot of catching up to do. I feel like life up until now has been moving at a snails pace and I"m ready, oh so ready, for TAKEOFF....Holly Owen is back people...and comin' at ya, like a SPIDER MONKEY!!!!!

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My Interests

SOME OF MY BEST WORK...

Hanging out in San Fran, enjoying a great bottle of wine with friends while kicking their ass in scrabble (don't hate Corr), Basketball, Soccer,(not playing, but watching)Reality TV, Japanese Food, Cooking and hanging out with my girls!

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet anyone who is learning what life is about, who is surviving EVERY DAY, people who have learned interesting things to share with the world. Nice people, honest people. I've had enough liars and make-believers in my life to last a lifetime thank you very much!

Music:

Barbra Streisand, Mariah Carey, Celine Dion, Nickelback, Ozzy Osborne, Whitney Houston(the OLD Whitney), Old school, Tim McGraw, Faith Hill, Earth Wind and Fire, Jewell, Reba McEntire, Fergie, Beyonce,Christina Aguilera, Kelly Clarkson, Al Green

Movies:

Defending Your Life, Grease, Juno, Practical Magic!!! My girls and I could watch that over and over and over again together! Purple Rain,The Wizrd of Oz, The Whole 9 Yards, Now & Then, What Dreams May Come, Terms Of Endearment, all the Pirates movies...         

Television:

OH GOD HOW DO I LOVE THEE LET ME COUNT THE WAYS!!!!!! So you think you can dance, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES ,GREYS ANATOMY, HEROES(SAVE THE CHEERLEADER SAVE THE WORLD) HOUSE,Survivor, OPRAH, John Edwards, Ellen Degeneres, Inside the Actors Studio,  American Idol, Flavoooor Flave,   The Amazing Race, Punk'd, George Lopez Show, LAS VEGAS!!!, Entertainment tonight, Rugrats, Extreme Home Makeover, AFV, The Young and the Restless, As the World Turns,  Miami Ink, Dog the Bounty Hunter, How it's Made, Wildfire, Hogan knows Best, The New Adventures of Old Christine, ROB & BIG, Lincoln Heights, Saturday Night Live, Ace of Cakes, FOOD NETWORK CHALLENGES...oh this could go on forever

Books:

Live Your Best Life Now! Ya Ya Sisterhood, The Wedding, The DaVinci Code, Harry Potter, ANYTHING metaphysical, Dean Koontz, Steven King, Janet Evonavich, Debbie McComber, The 5 People You Meet in Heaven, One More Day!

Heroes:

Joel Osteen, Oprah, My mama, My cousin Dawn, and my Primo! They are all guiding me to a better place!Every higher power leads us to the same END, we all just require a different road to get there!Yesterday they called it coincidence; today -it's synchronicity but tomorrow they'll call it - skill -

My Blog

The D Word

Welp, A and I had court on friday. The short and skiny of it is....it will be final on September 25th...the day before my 28th birthday. haha I mean 38th birthday...Everyone says YAY we can celebrate....
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:15:00 PST

Been a While

Boy, haven't been here in a long time! I am almost having a hard time finding the words. You know there's a problem when that happens in my world. Holly - having trouble finding words...haha...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:43:00 PST

Thanks for sharing Granny

Wow, k here we are again, this makes what? 2 in 7 months...unexpected, a little reeling. I got a call Tuesday day from my lil' sister Suse, that granny was in the hospital and not doing real good. Ta...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 03:23:00 PST

How is it

WOW, I can't believe that you didn't know that this was about u??? That blows me away? I thought 4 sure u did, Look, Touch, Feel, Experience (u) but do not remove the animal from it's habitat. This w...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:15:00 PST

Soulmates

As we raise ourselves by opening our hearts, our SoulMate will come into view. Our SoulMate has always been with us but until we reach a certain openness of heart, we cannot see him or her. When we as...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:59:00 PST

RISK

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your id...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 04:12:00 PST

Can’t leave out my sister Spilly! ;0)

As soon as taxes come back we are getting beautiful matching humingbirds on the nape of our necks in honor of our beautiful beautiful mama....I know we both miss her more than we say! Love u suz!
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 10:06:00 PST

SISTER

Annnd in April...my sissy & I are getting this...wrapped around our ankles together! This is how we live r lives! We want 2 go out having learned everything we came here to learn. No more standin...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:34:00 PST

Gettin another tattoo

      **   This will be my next one! Tepie and I are getting matching on Sat. Feb 2nd!!!!!!!!!! Sideshow BABYYY...The stars r 4 my B! 4 what he has given back 2 me, my sexuality,...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 07:53:00 PST

**BREATHE**

**BREATHE** Thank u 4 being this 4 me B!! Love u!I can feel the magic floating in the airBeing with you gets me that wayI watch the sunlight dance across your face and I'veNever been this swept awa...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 10:53:00 PST