Thanksgiving |
Today I am thankful for all my family and for my boo. im thankful to have a place to sleep at night (in my babys arms). i am thankful for my friends. i am thankful for my health even tho its bad im st...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:22:00 GMT |
update on my so called life |
been a while since i wrote and im sorryok sohere goesaugust 12th i had surgery to remove my final remaining overy.... had a cyst the size of a grapefruit on iti was healing well or so i thought and i ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Oct 2009 11:39:00 GMT |
back together |
jeff (shortkut) and i are officially back togetherwe decided we cant be apartlove is weird but i would rather love him and him love me than to be apartit helps that we live apart thoi get excited when...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 07:59:00 GMT |
hmmmm yeah about that |
"The First Cut Is The Deepest"I would have given you all of my heartBut there's someone who's torn it apartAnd he's taken just all that I haveBut if you want I'll try to love againBaby, I'll try to lo...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 07:57:00 GMT |
a new chapter |
moved into my new house a week agodad has almost finished all the renovationsjeff and i are talking again not back together but at least we can talk to each other without each of us crying which is ni...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 17:12:00 GMT |
moving up and moving out |
ok to fill you in on the happenings since my last blog.i got a car, its a 1990 subaru and she runs great. i also got a house as some have seen on my pics. we have spent the last couple days painting a...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 04:29:00 GMT |
Hole |
theres a hole on your heartit has a pain that is real and the people that surround youcant see the pain that you feelso you try to stuff your holewith your drugs and your booozbut that just leaves you...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 04:52:00 GMT |
hole II |
those flowers you never gave me will never have to be thrown awayand i finally have money saved to use on a rainy dayall those love notes you never sent me wont take up space in the dumpand all my fri...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 04:30:00 GMT |
took a month..... |
Took me a month but i can honestly say I'm over Jeff. no more crying. no more sulking. no more feeling lonely. i was such a fool, lol. now i sit here wondering why it took me so long to see. i am so t...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 18:01:00 GMT |
sigh |
well i am sitting here stalling on getting ready. i want to go but i don't want to go. i want to go and pay my respects and be there to support him, but at the same time i don't want to go because it ...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 13:38:00 GMT |
