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About Me

i'll play your role if you will play mine. There are some things I will never tell him because he is sensitive and cries much easier than I. I have always been the stronger one. He believes he should carry me when I am weak, but I carry him even when he is strong. He sleeps for the both of us. And as he sleeps I watch over us. I imagine what he could give me if he were perfect, and then I love him like that. But I've realised water isn't the only way to drown. Because I'm beginning to lose my breath.

There's no preventative, directive or safe approach for living. We each know our own fate. We know from our youth how to be treated, how we'll be received, how we shall end. These things don't change. You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle, your friends, cities, continents but sooner or later your own self will always catch up. Always it waits in the wings.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Myself, in two years time.

My Blog

english literature

I'm the temptations that lead me astray, and I am the bigger ideas,I am the night that I thought was my last, and every single one of my fears.The hometown holding me back, means I'm ambition, impatie...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 09:56:00 GMT

gary glitter.

amazing things that happened at leeds.1. i crowdsurfed out of justice, once in a lifetime much. and seeing alex's justice face was a pretty special moment.2.Quentin from The Teenagers singing at me an...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 01:03:00 GMT

kiss me, and comfort me, my sweet.

I am completely and utterly fed up of myself, and what a miserable person I've become. All I do is moan, in essence, I'm still doing it now. I have so much to be happy about but can't find joy in any ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 16:28:00 GMT

dry drunk emperor

argh, what a strange time in the life of hannah it is. i am losing all sense of self, i dont even look like me anymore . . . and i think i kind of like it. it's been an odd few, im very lost, not at a...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:49:00 GMT

i detest jo whiley, but that aside . . .

i'm stealing her rocks/sucks format for this very blog.( oh, and if she calls Justice 'JUSTEEECE' one more mo'fo-ing time I'm a put her in a dress and hurt her  - Just cos they're french love, do...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 08:33:00 GMT

the wrong way to be is rubbing off on me.

hey.i don't think i know who i am anymore. i want a sense of self, a sense of security and everywhere i look, i cant find it. hmm, all of this will be over soon, all of it and that scares me too, but ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 09:37:00 GMT

high fidelity

so i’m reading a book, for the first time in ages, and i come across something which strikes a chord with me. so i’m writing it down. it’s about music, and film and life.yeah.’...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 15:11:00 GMT

be safe

One of those fucking awful black days when nothing is pleasing and everything that happens is an excuse for anger. An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armour. These are the days when I h...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 08:40:00 GMT

this is a story all about how my life got twisted upside down.

It's time for some insight.I'm nearly at a crucial turning point in my life now and I'd always envisaged it a certain way. I had always been the A* superstar, could do no wrong and I thought that when...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 15:20:00 GMT

Everybody’s Talking About Us

1. Eloise2. Nathan3. Alex4. Marilyn5. Matt6. Rob7. Liam8. Barker- 1. How did you meet 7?Haha. ' That man is going to kill me', announced Liam, as he bounded into me in the Forward Russia crowd at Summ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:44:00 GMT