I AM: a bit crazy; a conflicted, an emotional senualist... or romantic, if you prefer the term. i drink, i drug, i swear all the fucking time. I'm stubborn, i don't believe in 'God', i have no shame and i possess rather unconvential/circumstancial morals(i have a history of playing with fire). despite all that and more, i consider myself to be a classically 'good' person, i'm quite passive, loving, friendly, and sweet. On an even more endearing note, i'm funny, frank, passionate, and incredibly understanding. to know me is generally to love me. i am very easy to get along with if you are sincere. i hate drama and confrontation, most of which could be avoided if we all loved ourselves and practiced tolerance.
i am a firm believer in honest communication being the key to real human relationships. somewhere along the great winding road to the present i developed a huge capacity to love. i do so intensely and openly. laughter, intimacy, and philosophy keep me from going insane and suicidal. i'm very good at pretending to be things that i am not (like, at any given time, happy, confident, smart, stable, independent, responsible, etc).
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bullshit about me include my dislike of:
nationalism, politics, the narrow-minded majority, Feminists, most Vegans i've ever met, itching, and of course, fucking jews (hehe, just kidding, i love jews :P)
my penchants include:
riding my bike, alcohol, discussing and coping with the human condition/death anxiety, sleep, college-ruled paper, all things taboo, *flesh*, 'the innately superior white race' (lmao), intimacy, considerably older men and women, necks, pulses(they are good things to have), trailing my fingers over bare skin juuuust lightly enough to give them goosebumps, kissing, vietnamese food, skilled conversationalists, learning, flirtation, being hopelessly/recklessly in love, being loved, making love, fucking, cumming, genuine faith(in anything/in general), ambition, self-help, music, introspection, pissing and pooing, howling, ukuleles, straight razors and hobby knives, humor, wit, biting my nails, masturbation, fruit, fruit snacks, tea, trivia, shortcuts, stretching, sneezing, and all the other often overlooked simple pleasures of living.
