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john

mere existence will never be enough for me

About Me

i'm a mixture of conflicting traits that very few people understand. i suffer from a "higher purpose" complex, only i don't really believe in any higher purposes so it gets confusing. i fluctuate and then linger somewhere between narcissus and goldmund. i admire victor laszlo, but i live somewhere between rick and ilsa. i don't like to use capital letters when i type. i have many more hobbies than i can keep up with or even remember. i'm constantly involved in some sort of project, usually intended as a gift for someone. i adore creating things. i have a love/hate relationship with sleep. actually, i have a love/hate relationship with most things. i love affection and crave it. i'm a bit of an epicurean, and my favorite sense is touch. i don't really like to talk on the phone, but i get excited when people call me all the same. i want to go to new places and learn new things. i want to learn about the things that make you excited and why. i'm fascinated by passions. i really like to get excited about things, and it's even better when i can get excited about something with a partner. i usually only wear my nice clothes when i have to do laundry. sometimes i mess up my hair on purpose. i get a kick out of using large words inappropriately. when i'm in an emotional situation, my ears get hot and turn kind of red. i like to read in my hammock. i work a lot-- usually at least 12 hours a day, but give me a good excuse to get away, and i'll gladly give you my time.
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My Interests

gemology, singing, reading, art projects, music, ideas, numbers, metals, stones, dancing, gender politics, sitting around thinking, one-way knowing glances, sleep-inhibiting transgressions, tumultuousness, penchants, meeting amazing people, sudoku, fantastic conversation, learning new things, making things, singing in showers, cost/benefit ratios, hammocks, ends and means, grey.

I'd like to meet:

talented geniuses, a dance partner, a karaoke partner, someone else who eats ice cream for breakfast, non-introspective artists, someone who will do my laundry, and any other fun and fantastic people in seattle. i appreciate brilliance in all forms, and i adore people who have it. there isn't really a set pattern for what i like-- i enjoy many different combinations of traits and people who have wonderful surprises in their personalities. i would like to meet people who will make neat things for me even when it's not my birthday (and go out of their way to do something special when it is).

Music:

the tragically hip, aidan lucey, jenny lewis, death cab for cutie, moby, the killers, kings of convenience, beck (sea change style), rilo kiley, teenage fanclub, my weird mix cds, puccini, verdi, wagner, sinatra, maybe some other music, too.

Movies:

Saddleback Worship - He Reigns



lately i've been doing a lot of choreography for different groups. take a look and see what you think about this little number i did. i'd love to get your feedback, and i hope this energizes you. remember, god loves khaki pants, so don't hold back! casablanca, cinema paradiso, the thomas crown affair (but only the new one), about a boy, anything with bill murray, any marx brothers film, historical documentaries of all sorts, flight from death.

Television:

i very rarely watch tv, but i like family guy, the colbert report, the history channel, and antiques road show.

Books:

on caring, flux, nickel and dimed, stiffed, cat's eye, east of eden, the awakening, the pain behind the mask, a short history of nearly everything, mark twain's non-fiction works, story of the eye, narcissus and goldmund, anything by susan bordo or michael kimmel, goodnight moon, the runaway bunny.

Heroes:

actually, i have a hard enough time just listing people that i *sort of* like. maybe we can build to this "hero" business.

My Blog

life, as of late

Suddenly I find the rest of my life residing in the periphery of my daily routines. I've been so incredibly focused for a long time, and I think it's finally starting to catch up with me. Roughly calc...
Posted by john on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:39:00 PST

that crazy broad got herself knocked up

so, it's official... the sister is pregnant. (The older sister, thank god.) i am going to be an uncle, and i'm pretty excited about it. actually, it's going to be a few years before it's really going ...
Posted by john on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:15:00 PST

ridiculous political spin

i'm not usually one to write about or discuss politics, but i feel compelled to comment on the recent kerry quotation and his subsequent apology. it reeks of irony to me, but everyone is tip-toeing ar...
Posted by john on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:32:00 PST

our most important holiday

i've always felt that columbus day was the most important holiday of the year. it's not just about the man himself, but what he represents. i've always loved the idea that mr. columbus "discovered" am...
Posted by john on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 07:35:00 PST

new toy

much to my mother's dismay, i am now the owner of a snowboard. the only thing is... i've never really been snowboarding before (except in my backyard, on a plastic toy snowboard). so, if anyone wants ...
Posted by john on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 11:42:00 PST

and then there was one...

i said goodbye to philip and took him to the airport today. he graduated from the seattle diver's institute on friday, and he's going home to visit for a couple of weeks before he heads down to the gu...
Posted by john on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 11:52:00 PST

my most scandalous blog yet...

i've decided to write a blog that had nothing to do with my personal life or how i'm feeling-- just to change things up a little. so here is my 401k portfolio. i've recently changed my investment elec...
Posted by john on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 09:08:00 PST

already june

if we go with the metaphor that we're all on some sort of path in life, i've come to a clearing. the path has disappeared, and what lies in front of me is so open and endless. so instead of making a d...
Posted by john on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:35:00 PST

"the sun is shining but it's raining down... it's gotta be that way..."

here i am, sitting in front of my computer, overwhelmed by everything that is and isn't going on in my life right now. just when one aspect seems to stabilize, something else gets thrown off. i'm livi...
Posted by john on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:28:00 PST

j's current playlist

has my life ever been more of a rollercoaster ride?  knowing me, probably... but this is at least up there with the best of them. life has been dramatic and tumultuous, and in several months, my ...
Posted by john on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 07:13:00 PST