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About Me

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I am currently riding this roller coaster called life...doing that one minute at a time. I'm enjoying life at this point. I've gotten rid of some excess baggage in my life and in the process I'm sure I've hurt someone in doing so. For the first time in my life I am thinking of me and you know what, it feels good. I'm inviting new people into my life and as scary as that is, it keeps me grounded. I am not looking for a boyfriend, lover, or husband just people to hang with. I've got a lot of work to do on myself and I can't really complete that having someone there 24/7. I love my daughters to death. I've got 4 of them and there is never a dull moment at my house which I love. I enjoy my flower garden, I'm hoping to plant some more flowers this year and really spruce up the yard. I'm so excited I can hardly stand it. Once the ground gets dry I'm hoping to be out in the yard working on it everyday. In the mornings, I like to sit on my front steps and just take in the morning. I watch the bird feeder to see if any birds go in there. Not sure why this is so relaxing to me but it is. There are some huge ass woodpeckers out in Brimley and they are beating the hell out of one of my trees. Any suggestions stopping the little bastards before the tree falls down. I really though Woody Woodpecker was a cartoon.

My Interests

I love music. Live bands are awesome. I'm hoping to have my life somewhat controlled so I can enjoy listening to some bands and remembering it the next day. I love to go out and shoot pool and socialize.

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I'd like to meet:

My higher power, not anytime soon though. I've got too much to live for. I'd like to someday meet my birth family. It's really time to do this!

Music:

There's this group called Gossip, I saw them on MTV or VH1. The lead singer is a bigger girl, anyway, I just think they are amazing!The song, The Rose, is probably the most beautiful song I've ever heard. The Reason, by Hoobastank, reminds me of looking in the mirror one day and telling yourself, hey, you are not perfect but who the fuck is. Do what you can and press on!I am a rock freak thru and thru. I enjoy old motown music some rap and very little country.

Movies:

Napolena Dynomite, Accepted, My Life, Basically really funny movies or sappy sad love stories

Television:

Intervention, all of the Law and Order shows, HGTV is interesting sometimes, but Criminal Minds....that's my show! Rock of Love. I'm really pissed that Bret has not come to Brimley to find me. I keep telling him I'm right here (haha)

Books:

Nora Roberts books are amazing to me. I have a whole bunch of them. Nothing like sitting on the beach reading a book! At the current time, I'm reading a lot of "self-help" books

Heroes:

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My Blog

Grandma to Be....that’s me!!

Well, I'm pretty sure most people know by now, being that I live in a super small town. I'M GOING TO BE A GRANDMA!!! I have to admit, I am super excited about this new venture. I've ...
Posted by Denise on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:00:00 PST

16 May 2008

Ok, so I'm on day 4 of being sober...again. However, after some humility and some meditation I've decided that I'm going to do this whole thing for me. If it's not for me, it's not gonna w...
Posted by Denise on Fri, 16 May 2008 08:04:00 PST

May 13, 2008

Oh crap, where to begin. I messed up last night, yep, I drank. Tied a pretty good one on if I do say so myself. Where is my self-control? I went to a meeting last night and the...
Posted by Denise on Tue, 13 May 2008 01:11:00 PST

Mildred Loving - May You Rest in Peace

RICHMOND, Va. - Mildred Loving, a black woman whose challenge to Virginia's ban on interracial marriage led to a landmark Supreme Court ruling striking down such laws nationwide, has died, her daughte...
Posted by Denise on Tue, 13 May 2008 06:48:00 PST

Oh What Can I Say

Well, lets see. What can I talk about today? So much to say it's just trying to figure it all out and type it. I got back from downstate early Friday evening after being there a week...
Posted by Denise on Mon, 12 May 2008 02:50:00 PST

I’ve got to break free

I have found someone to work my 4th and 5th step with, I'm so excited...well kinda...well actually I'm scared to death. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, the 4th step in ...
Posted by Denise on Thu, 01 May 2008 09:31:00 PST

One day at a time

Well, I'm not even really sure where to start with this one. If it seems as though I'm rambling on, it's because I am. Monday night I got toally smashed. I was drinking shit I've nev...
Posted by Denise on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:45:00 PST

Sunday

First, I'd like to thank everyone who commented on my last blog. I guess I need to explain myself a bit. I don't care if anyone is a lesbian! I was trying to explain that I have a ha...
Posted by Denise on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST

Just My Thoughts

DAILY REFLECTION FOR TODAY (25 APRIL 2008) In the late stages of our drinking, the will to resist has fled. Yet when we admit complete defeat and when we become entirely ready to try A.A. principles, ...
Posted by Denise on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 09:46:00 PST

Praying/Meditating

Ok, so with the changes I've made in my life recently I've also begun to meditate some may even call it prayer. In a meeting I attended last night the topic of discussion was praying/meditating...
Posted by Denise on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:00:00 PST