chris..i feel like for once God is beside me

If you want to know me you have to understand there are 3 aspects of my life that all co-exist into and make up my life. 1.) personal-I was born Feb 5th 1975 in Pemberton NJ where i as a child I was a loner. I was spoiled so why go outside. That was until 1989 when my parents were splitting up. My mom moved to Burlington where I was forced to be more outgoing. I was developing a love for music. Not knowing the people I was hanging around would eventually become very influentual in the music industry. Now I was learning how to put songs together and growing with their guidence. In 1993 I had my first daughter who changed my whole life. No longer was I playing basketball trying to go away to college. I was trying to live for her. When I had to move again to MT laurel. Where I met the mother of my 3 kids. I eventually moved back to Willingboro to find out the people I went to school became artist and producers you hear on the radio (Imajin, city high, megahertz, just to name a few).In Aug of 2006 I lost my father. So now I live everyday asvif he is looking down on me and I try to make him proud. he was a major influence on my life and everyday I realize that more and more. Which is where my 2nd aspect-professional comes is. seeing that I was talented with music I was a music producer. That was conflicting with my personal life. so when my dad passed away I decided to back to school to become a graphic designer (websites, cds, posters....ect,ect). Now I can produce songs, but I would rather be on the computer side of music. Everyday I get a little closer to my goals. which is where 3.) love- comes in. I have a lot of theories about love. I'm not going to lie when I was younger I hurt a lot of people. now that I am older I had an epiphany of sorts. I can't tell others what I expect if I can't expect the same of myself. Honesty. Yes I am in love with someone right now. that's as far as that goes. Cause yes I am single right now if anything I am only looking for a friend. I feel my wife will also be my best friend. so if you still want to get to know me I am open to that. in no way am I trying to hurt anyone. The kind of woman I want to marry would have to accept my life...my career, my goals ,my kids everything as I would accept hers. she would have to understand me ...my playfulness my fears my dreams. time is short on earth you have to enjoy every breath and not get caught up in stress. my life can be hectic, but at the end of the day I look to her to keep me focused. she is my rock in life as I am hers. I will be there for the good the bad to laugh, cry and share every emotion with her. I strongly believe we are all angels in this world with 1 wing and only when to people go through life together can we truly fly. If you want to get to know me better send me a message ;)

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