Nicool

I watched the children scurry in circles around a two-way mirror, worrying about which side of the glass projects the reflection clearer. I hear the whispers of the wind trying to get me to grin, gassing' me up about the love that I plucked and I've been stuck within."Once you've ruined your own reputation you can really live life quite freely."nicole grady is starting over. where to begin....you will never find another person quite like me. i'm an asshole. occassionally charming and somewhat amusing, but nevertheless, an asshole. i get told that i'm out of my mind on a regular basis. i love the beach, and i would die for my friends and family. horses have given me a purpose in life. i am odd, and i'm somewhat proud of it. i like and seem to attract other odd people. i think the sight of blood on stark-white snow is beautiful. i learned that the hard way. i am currently refining my plans to take over the world. i am notortiously non-commital, and relentlessly giving. my entire family is insane. i have a soft spot for flowers, road house diner shootouts, music, horror films, art, the ocean, and anyone who really makes me laugh. i have an outrageous case of a.d.d. i have an aunt that lived in a tee pee for 10 yrs. i have unbelievable intuition, and a way with understanding people. i have a problem with "the middle". i'm afraid of sea monsters in lakes, and whatever the hell is hiding underneath my bed. i fucking HATE asparagus. i love flamingoes. i eat too fast, and i probably talk too much. i say things i probably shouldn't to get reactions out of people so i can gauge what kind of person they are. i enjoy calling people on their bullshit. i like putting people in uncomfortable situations just to see how they deal with it. i like it even more when i know someone's finally done it to me. i think the sounds of breaking glass and a shotgun being cocked are kind of a turn on. my mood in the morning is soley dependent upon how i am woken up. i think i enjoy being put in my place now and then. i am genuinely not attracted to looks unless there is an unbelieveable person behind them. i am only insecure if i feel i could be in jepoardy of caring. i love to have my hair played with and my head scratched. i want to see every inch of this planet before i die. i firmly believe that nap time is the thing most taken for granted by every kindergartener. i believe that if you should be with anyone, it should be the person you can look your worst in front of, be your lamest in front of, and be your most vulnerable in front of, and still feel comfortable. i think people's eyes tell you everything they don't want to tell you, good or bad. i think natural born killers is the greatest love story of all time. i tend to want ridiculous crap that no one else would really want: a streepsweeper, a parrot that only insults people and says offensive things, and a pirate ship to name just a few. i've been chased by a bear, for reals...something about "porridge" and "somebody's been sleeping in MY bed". keifer sutherland has a personal issue with me. i'm extremely complicated, and yet somehow low maintenance. i've been told i'm the devil on MULTIPLE occassions, and there is a fucked up satisfaction i get out of being told i'm evil incarnate...but i don't think i'm evil, i think i just like messing with people enough that they think i'm evil. just remember that at the end of the day, asshole=me.