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About Me

i am jen. i am a lady. i am not your plaything. i am here for my friends. i am not here to send you naked pictures. i will not have sex with you. so FUCK off. i have the most beautiful little girl in the world..shes not with me every day but she will always have my heart like no one else and everyday i see her get bigger makes me proud. i love my friends more then anything...i go wild without them. i love everything retro. i change alot...especially my hair color. :) im obsessed with tattoos and piercings. i want to travel the world over...there is always more to see. i have a mind and I choose to use it. i have very strong beliefs but my mind is always open to new ideas. i wish on shooting stars and every eye lash i pluck out. i try to see the best in people and it tends to get me in trouble more then anything. music means so much to me..though i have no talent for making it. i attempt to write poetry and i read everything i can get my hands on. im not trying to make some big impression on people. i do the best of me and that is all i will ever be. if theres anything else you want to know about me just ask..
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone beautiful. who treats me and others with respect. doesnt judge me or my friends. sees through my lies, my make-up, my addictions, my smiles and my tears. someone who doesnt want to just get down my pants. who will stay up all night with me just to fall asleep on my tummy soon as the sun pops up. someone who wants to expand their mind everyday. always looking for something new. someone to sit on the plane next to me and hold my hand when i start to have a panic attack. who will sit back and not touch me when i say to leave me alone. but never let go when i need it. someone who will tell me stories or sing me to sleep. who wont get angry when i kick them and snore in their ear all night. someone who will turn up the ac and the radio when im driving home tired and not go to sleep til i call them to let them know i got home ok. someone who will whisper to me all their secrets and listen closely when i share my own. someone who will be there when i need them. and never have to say the words "i will never leave you" someone who will be themselves and nothing else. and will accept i can only be me. someone who doesnt get mad that i listen to pretty much the same songs everyday. someone who lets me keep my caffeine addiction..but makes fun of me for it. someone with morals and goals. someone who respects my daughter and the fact that she is everything to me. someone who will make me want to stay here but go with me instead.

My Blog

its weird..

its weird.someone asked me last night what i want to do for a career.i said i want to do animal rescue but as volunteer work no money involved.so he asked what i want to do work.and without even think...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 15:25:00 GMT

isnt it funny..

when you get an epiphany that took your whole life to realize.when you wish you could live in songs.when you feel like youre better friends with the books youre reading then anyone around you.when you...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 21:06:00 GMT

wow..

my holidays are cursed i fucking swear.so my mom is getting married this year and moving to new mexico.as you may know she has lucy right now and social services is planning on terminating my rights a...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 15:50:00 GMT

im not the only one..

so about a year ago i posted a blog like this one and decided since its been year and alot has changed i should redo it..sides it was so cool michael copied me. i am jen.i believe perfection is an em...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 00:17:00 GMT

remember..

that once you gave up.and once you belived.once you lost.and once you won.its not over.so stop saying it.i thought you were better then this.
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 22:36:00 GMT

getting ready to be the newbie..

ok. so im almost ready to move now.minus the packing.heh. and uh washing my clothes before i pack them.finally talked to my mommy and after a week of freak out it turns out she was sick and lucy was s...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 09:14:00 GMT

its like 200 dollar shoes...

with insight comes loss.with loss comes little bits of happiness.with little bits of happiness comes the big picture.its not always what we wanted.but we can learn to make the best of anything.i can l...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 01:54:00 GMT

and it starts again..

panic attacks.forcing myself to eat.forcing myself to sleep.mostly unsuccessful.oh please tell me again how im not enough.and i deserve all this.and i didnt try hard enough.i would love to cry some mo...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 10:00:00 GMT

its like bungee jumping without a cord..

im always living with one foot out the door.but i always survive the fall.so what am i so afraid of?i am two seconds too late.i wait for a reason.i can blaim it on waiting.and not on what really would...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:55:00 GMT

i am not here

to make the general public happy.this came out wrong.im searching for words.finding more..vomit.i would like to say im sorry youre hurting.but you brought it on yourself.you dont know me.you dont know...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:47:00 GMT