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Cass Master Disaster

How does one soften a heart harden to the world of possibilities?

About Me


Well.. I am in my mid-20's.. So I am not getting any younger... I have a family that consists of two amazing baby boys.. Well I like to think that they are still babies but they are actually 3 and 4 and far from babies. I am taking a break from my education to let the man who assisted in the creation of my children pursue his educational desires. I plan on going to back sometime to pursue a degree in Human Resources, after a six year stretch of thinking i wanted to do Criminal Justice. In the mean time I am the assistant manager at Hot Topic and have been there for nearly 7 years. This is an amazing job that has taught me more about life and myself than anyone could ever imagine!! I am a pretty busy person but still remember that it is important to have fun. I am super laid back and don't get worked up about too much! Don't push me around, and don't tell me what to do or what I can and cannot do.. and we will be o.k.. If you have in the past broke my heart, no fear I have probably forgiven you.. Life is not full of regrets.. We shouldn't regret anything.. Because if you regret it the lesson in it all is lost.. Learn from it, move on.. Life ahead is always better. This is a forewarning. Do not make me cry... Nobody gets to do that to me.. If you do, it better be for a really good reason and you better have a plan for apologizing. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *****************************I am the most non-girly, girly girl you will ever meet. They say you can tell a lot about a woman by her shoes. Well you are going to be all sorts of confused by mine. I love heels, my platform knee high boots, and my vinyl thigh high pretty woman boots. I own entirely too many pairs of chuck taylors and vans. and would die if i didn't have my flip flops. I love purses, and love to wear guys shorts. I have white chicken legs and arms, and are damn proud of them. I have a weakness for 80's metal, and thoroughly enjoy attending a good rock show that requires a mosh pit so i can get in there and pretend like i am tough. Other peoples sweat on you is only acceptable during two times-mosh pits being one, the other--well you figure that out! I cry more easily than i let on, and after 24 years i am going to say it--I miss my parents!**************************************************** ************************************************************ ****** I have amazing friends that I love and adore.. I would do anything for them.. and they would do anything for me and my family.. We walk around with our heads high and know that we are good, fun people.. So it would be in your best interest to say hello to us!********************************************************* ************************************************************ **I have a five year plan that consists of beings stable enough to go and find my birth mother. Believe it or not my best friend is the father of my children. We have been apart for a year and half and i still see him or at least talk to him every single day! We talk about life, relationships, work, useless information, our families. you know the important stuff, and i would go crazy without him. I stay in this hell whole we call Grand Forks for him. Call us dysfunctional, but it works really well for me.********************************************************* ************************************************************ **********************************************************A couple of random facts about me... I love the Boston Red Sox, and no not after the won in 2004 and in 2007.. I truly love the Red Sox, the defeat, the glory, the stupidity, all of it. No I have not always loved them, Kris forced me too when we were dating, but it grew into a much bigger passion. But i love the game of Baseball and all it has to bring, and i always have been like that! I am a die hard metal fan and 80's lover, but have a secret desire for enya, sade, and imogen heap. , because yes i am still a girl with a tender soul. I have a tender heart that at times i do not protect very well. I am always right! Why you ask? Because i am the mom, and mom is always right... don't ever forget that!!!***************************************************** ************************************************************ ***************LIKES------ Ice cream... sunshine... Blue Dodge magnums... cuddling... Dirty gas station workers... Bud light... Mt. Dew... Long Island Ice Teas... The smell of fresh cut grass... the feeling of zen... picnics when it is the perfect temperature... Real dates... love letters... hearing someone tell you that they love you and mean it ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *******DISLIKES-- onions... wind... big SUV's... yelling... stupid drivers... Tequila... Dirty Diapers... being broke... school sometimes... Heartache... rain on my favorite holidays... "that" girl... boyfriend stealers... lazy people... niaveness... know-it-all's... snakes... little white mice... being alone in the dark... My pirate name is: Black Charity Flint Like anyone confronted with the harshness of robbery on the high seas, you can be pessimistic at times. Like the rock flint, you're hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you're easily chipped, and sparky. Arr! Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.


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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cassi Carlson
Birthday: June 2, 1983
Birthplace: Fargo, North Dakota
Current Location: Grand Forks, North Dakota
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'6''
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: American
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Flip Flops
Your Weakness: My kids
Your Fears: Being alone in the dark
Your Perfect Pizza: Pizza Hut pan meat lovers, extra sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I would like to Graduate from College
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Why are my kids yelling at me?
Your Best Physical Feature: You tell me...
Your Bedtime: Sometime when it is dark outside
Your Most Missed Memory: I don't miss my memories, I remember them all...
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: I try not to around my kids, but yes
Do you Sing: in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes, but that is over now, its about the money..j/k.
Do you want to go to College: Attend the University of North Dakota
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: of course, there is no reason for living if you don't
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: I am HOTT
Are you a Health Freak: I just eat right..
Do you get along with your Parents: I love them both very much
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: I did
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: thought about it
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: Well kinda
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, it was frickin' cold in ND!!!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: probably
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Well, when I grow up more, I want to be Occupational Rehabilitator
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: As long as they are beautiful it doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: again.. It depends
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: TALL
Weight: In proportion to the rest of them
Best Clothing Style: As long as it is clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: no comment
Number of CDs I own: Too many
Number of Piercings: none anymore
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: They are not regrets if you learned something from it!
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You Belong in London
A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well. What City Do You Belong In?My 2 beautiful boys... work... music... movies... Long walks on the beach... I like to drive across the country.. I like vacations and sunshine (preferrable sunshine while on vacation).************************************************** ****************** LOVE hugs... my kids... flowers... suprises... smiles... being held... my friends... my family... to play in the snow or sand or grass... texting... file sharing... the comfort of home... my silver jeans with holes in them... those butterflies you get when someone special kisses you... black and white photo's... pinup girls... the rockabilly style... clothing with cherry's on them... a good night out with my friends... ********************************************** HATE Backstabbers... Boys who are mean... Child Molesters... Rapists... People who make me cry... Being crabby... bad hair days... the 5-7 day friend... socks with holes in them... itchy shirts... the bed spins... throwing up... seeing my kids sad... hurting...
You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I'd like to meet:

Duh.. Everyone! Except for you, and you... and you.. and maybe you.. But you, you are o.k.. i wouldn't mind meeting you!!! But not you!!

Music:

Metallica... Led Zeppelin... The Doors... Snake River conspiracy... Bob Marley... Otep... Disturbed... Rob Zombie... Mudvayne... Modest Mouse... KORN... Action Action... Alice in Chains... Disturbed... Sublime... Deftones... Team Sleep... Tool... A perfect Circle... Pearl Jam... The Pixies... Beck... Ministry... Cruxshadows... 311... Godsmack... Primus... Bif Naked... prong... tesla... tom petty... faster pussycat... barenaked ladies... 30 seconds to mars... Throwdown... slipknot... linkin park... Marilyn Manson... NIN... Soil... Chevelle... System of a Down... Megadeth... Jack Johnson... Collective soul... Static X... Chemical brothers... Dave Matthews Band... ABBA... Counting Crows... Coal Chamber... Ozzy osbourne... Trixter... Rammstein... Staind... Bush... Pantera... Damage Plan... American Head Charge... Rage Against the machine... Down... Motley Crue... Soundgarden... Soul Asylum... Butthole Surfers... Filter... No Doubt... Jerry Cantrell... Guns-N-Roses... Frank Black... Sliverchair... Ugly Kid Joe... 2Pac... Eminem... Poison... Alanis Morrisette... Cake... The Cranberries... Bloodhound Gang... Stone Temple Pilots... Presidents of the United states of America... Sex Pistols... Ramones... R.E.M... Our Lady Peace... Garbage... Live... KMFDM... The Fugees... Vanilla Ice... White zombie... Pink... Atreyu... Dredg... Buckcherry...Wookie Foot... Bury your Dead... Portishead... OAR... Killswitch Engage... 36 Crazyfists... 10,000 Maniacs... Candlebox... Flyleaf... 2 Cents... This is just a little dabble of what I own... but I APPRECIATE all types of music..

Movies:

American Beauty... Girl Interuppted... SAW... Crash... Cry-baby... Dirty Dancing... Old School... Lock, shock and 2 smoking barrels... Nightmare before christmas... American psycho... American History X... Better off dead... The craft... Rush... Belly... National Lampoons Christmas Vacation... Stir of Echos... Hide and Seek... Freeway... Dumb and Dumber... Gilbert Grape... Finding Nemo... The Crow... Pulp Fiction... Fear and loathing in Las Vegas... Boondock Saints... Running Scared... The Jackass Movies... Robots... Click... Clerks... Clerks 2... Star Wars (all of them)... Napolean Dynamite... Snurks... Over the Hedge... Cars... The Break Up... X-men 1,2,3... Edward Scissorhands... Harry and the Hendersons... The Little Mermaid... Mermaids... Talledaga Nights...

Television:

Well because I have kids I watch alot of Blues Clues... SpongeBob SquarePants... The backyardigans... Sesame Street (classic)... But when I do get the remote I like to watch the News (Gotta keep up on society)... Days of our Lives and Passions (guilty pleasures)... ER... MythBusters... Miami Ink... and yes I will admit it I am a Real World/Road Rules whore. MTV has sucked me in. ARG...

Books:

Whatever Textbook I have that semester, I read it and whatever story my kids pick out for me to read...

Heroes:

My birth mom... Christopher Walken... Ghandi... the Dahli Lama... my parents... and that special person who reminds me everyday that I am wonderful and gives me the strength to be who I am!

My Blog

I Am Here!!

Yes my friends.. I am here.. I did not disappear.. I am back to the internet world, and internet blogging! For financial reasons i had decided to disconnect my internet and cable, and then i was ...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:20:00 PST

I love the 90’s..

Now.. i am kind of a music geek.. i love it.. and as i was making a quick trip through my playlist.. i realized how important 90's music was to me.. it got us through those dreadfull high school and m...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:40:00 PST

Call Me a Quitter!

Call me a quitter.. I don't care!! I invest the majority of my spare time into really spending time with the other people that mean the world to me.. People outside of My children, my family, and Kris...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:03:00 PST

Someday I will....

Someday I will... Someday, I will make someone happy. We will be inseperable. We will be puzzle pieces. We will be different, but our "differences will make us the same". We will be in love. Not the k...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:22:00 PST

Near to you!

..> He and I had something beautifulBut so dysfunctional, it couldn't lastI loved him so but I let him go'Cause I knew he'd never love me backSuch pain as thisShouldn't have to be experiencedI'm st...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:30:00 PST

SO.....

I had a really bad day yesterday..... For a lot of reasons.... But i finally got some sleep last night and i feel better.... Oh yeah.. and i got flowers at work yesterday... GO ME!!!!  Thanks Hon...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Tue, 01 May 2007 12:24:00 PST

maxim-100 list

-I stole this from my friend Julia, but i feel that my friends need to read it too!!! 100 Things Men Need to Know About Women, by Maxim Magazine 100.) Girls always enjoy having something kind of wro...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:52:00 PST

Its early

It is early.. Like 5:18 a.m. early.. One might ask why I am up, writing a blog? Well I am up, because the eldest son, just threw up on his self, and what do you want when you are sick? You mom..I stil...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:24:00 PST

AhUmm.. Ladies and Gentlemen.. I really do have something to say..

O.K.  So tonight I sit around and think about my family and its importance and its affect on my life.. I am getting to be that age.. Where I finally learn how important my family really is...&nbs...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 12:38:00 PST

AhUmm.. Ladies and Gentlemen, I have something to say...and now you read it!

I am confused.. I am scared.... I am afraid to be alone.... I want to know where i come from.... I want to know where I am going..... I want to know who I am... Can you help me with that...? I want to...
Posted by Cass Master Disaster on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:55:00 PST