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In one single moment your life can turn around. You just stand there for a minute staring straight into the ground. Looking to the left slightly then looking back down. The whole world feels like it's caved in. You just stand there with a frown. Please just let me show you how it could be for us. I can change and grow and learn to adjust. The wicked thing about us is that we always had trust. We can have an open relationship if you must. I look at her and she stares back at me, but her eyes glaze over like shes staring straight threw me. Then her eyes close for what seems like a eternity. And when they open up shes looking down at her feet........ Dry your eyes mate, i know it's hard to take but here mind has been made up, there plenty more fish in the sea. Dry your eyes mate, i know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts but you've got to walk away now, it's over...... So then i move my hand up from down by my side.It's shaking, my whole life is crashing before my eyes. I turn the palm of my hand up to face the sky. I touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh.... Cause i cant imagine my life without you and me. There's things i cant imagine doing, things i cant imagine seeing. I know it hasn't been easy, surely please, please i'm begging please. She brings her hand up towards where mine are rested and wraps her fingers around mine with the softness she's blessed with. She peels away my fingers looks at me the gestures by pushing my hand away to my chest from hers....... Dry your eyes mate, i know it's hard to take but here mind has been made up. There's plenty more fish in the sea. Dry your eyes mate, I know you want her to see how much this pain hurts but you've got to walk away now, it's over....... And i'm just standing there. I cant say a word. cause everything is just gone, I've got nothing. Absolutely nothing. I'm trying to pull her close out of bare desperation. I try to put my arms around her and ask her change whats she's saying. I pull my head level with hers so she might engage. I look into here eyes so she might listen again. Cause i'm not just going to fucking leave it all now. You said it would be forever and that was your vow. Please don't let this all crash and fall down..... She pulls away my arms that are set upon her waist. Then gently pushes me back as tears fall down her face. Turns around so now her back is at my face. Takes one foot forward, looks back at me one last time, turns around and walks away..... Dry your eyes mate, i know you want here to see how much this pain hurts but you've got to walk away now it's over..........I'm feeling rough, i'm feeling wrong at this time in my life.Lets make some music, make some money and find some models for wives.Lets move to Paris shoot heroin and fuck with the "stars".Lets buy an island, do some cocaine and buy elegant cars.This is our decision, to live fast and die young.We've got the vision now lets have some fun.Ya it's overwhelming, but what else can we do?Get jobs in offices, get up in the morning and make the commute?Lets just fade into pretend, into pretend, fade into pretend.I'll miss the playgrounds, the animals and digg'n up worms.I'll miss my sisters, my brother and my model wife.I'll miss time spend alone but there is really nothing we can do.Love must be forgotten, life can always start on the new.Everything must run it's course, we'll just fade into pretend, into pretend......."When i die pls. burry me shallow so i can still feel the rain, and when i leave i want to be given to my one winged Angel" ..

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