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Unknown remain certain elements of me. Unknown to others and unknown to me. One element I do know about me is that I fear the unknown. Therefore there are elements of me that I fear to discover and I fear for others to discover. ------- Some wonder why I seem so quiet and reserved. It is because I prefer to watch what I say. The tongue is a deadly weapon. It's ammunition, words. It's deadly without ceasing life. It causes great agony without immediate physical damage, but can contribute to being the cause. It can wound with no hope of healing because the healing begins when the wounded begins it. So many instances have I spoken without thought and so many instances I have hurt or brought pain. I remember these instances and they haunt me to near silence. I despise those who hurt me and I despise myself when I hurt others. ------ on a lighter note ------ I am recently on the verge of my life long dream. A dream that I have kept to myself because others in my gender do not see what I see. It's all I've strived for and all I've dreamt about as far as that part of my life. There is great joy in my heart because finally I found you. The royal star you have must have been the star I've been looking up at as I prayed and wished to on long, sleepless nights.



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"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them, do not. Miss them, do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed, that is." - Yoda "Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering." - Yoda "The fear of loss is a path to the Dark Side." -Yoda

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17

the celtics won the nba championship on the june 17 to win the franchise's championship banner number 17 while john havlicek was in attendance whose retired number is 17 and the clincher... the "soft"...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 13:31:00 GMT

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only if there is anything to do when it's my day off... i would actually be doing something other than this... i'm tired of being home on my day off!!! ARGH!
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 23:49:00 GMT

my room is clean once again!

yes i cleaned my dirty room... i can now see the carpet... and i have room to scoot back in my computer chair now... i can open my closet door without anything blocking it.... i pretty much know where...
Posted by on Wed, 10 May 2006 20:52:00 GMT

yippee!

yay it's finally the weekend.... woo hoo... not a bad day at work last night... not easy but not difficult.... good average day... just glad that i can sleep in my own bed tonight without having to wa...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 11:49:00 GMT

one more day at work

just one more day at work.... i got the weekend off this sat and sun... just one more day... so far my week has been up and down... good days and bad days including one really bad one.... well i got t...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 19:41:00 GMT

nausea and vomitting... not fun

nausea and vomitting.... not pretty.... i know what you're thinking... what the hell are you doing drinking in the middle of the week? nope no drinking here.... i hope i'm not sick...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 02:39:00 GMT

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... i feel like a shell of my former self...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 14:40:00 GMT

... what to do what to do .....

what do i do? i really feel like crap... i feel like i'm on an island or in a bubble... i feel like everyone is living their life while mine feels isolated... while i'm at work people are having fun a...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 15:04:00 GMT

bored

nothing to do tralalalalala... i was going to pay some bills today.... not feelin' like it.... i was going to get ink for my computer.... blah..... i ate about 9 pieces of tagalongs from the girls sco...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 14:42:00 GMT

wish i was still at Disneyland

this past weekend me and goldie went to disneyland. it was my first time since 1998 so yeah a lot of things have changed. let's just say that last i remember they were still building california advent...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:55:00 GMT