So what about me here any ways?
A lot of things have been happening with me. I’ve begun to obtain this new realization in my life. Like I’ve gained this whole new perspective with these things, a new out look and their aspects. It began with events and people I had met (and especially with one person) these new experiences that were happening here were total uncanny.
What were theses connections all about and why were they happening, what was going on?
This is what led me to believe that what I had always felt like had been wrong with my life was actually because I was missing something to my life, a key element was missing or a key counterpart, to what I still had no clue. It’s just that these things that had happened those (very paradoxical, synchronistic events) really meant something and I couldn’t ignore them even if I wanted to.
The experiences I had dealt with in the past, and with the weight I carried by them now, seemed to have created some sort of conflict or aggression with in my self. Which I think that I felt a restriction or prohibition was imposed upon me. Though it was as if people, things or maybe just life in general was trying to take something away from me, though I didn’t know what. I felt like I was struggling to defend something and I had no idea what it was.
Up until now I didn’t know that part of this is actually the quest in finding my self. Huge revelation in its self.
The skull tattoo I have on my stomach is symbolic not only to every thing that has been happening here but also represents the death and rebirth about my self and of the old ways and the aspects that have died and the ones that I am trying to change. The attitude I used to assume and the new one I’m trying to obtain. It’s a growth process I’m going though I suppose.
Its all very enlightening but I still know I have a lot to figure out and discover; hopefully the quest will be a good one.
Though despite all that I’m still a pretty kewl chick and at least I’m working on it yeah know? I do love my friends and want to help others out as much as I can even though I’m still not sure what it is I need. I’ve really begun to tear down the walls I built around my self that I didn’t even realize I had built up in the first place. And the one clue here that there is a big change taking place here is that I’m actually telling you all this duh :P.
Your Power Element is Water
Your power colors: blue and aqua
Your energy: deep
Your season: winter
Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion.
You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul.
A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem.
You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream.
What's Your Power Element?
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor
What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Inner Muse is Urania
You are most like this muse of astronomy.
Your head is in the stars, and you look to the future.
You give off a heavenly, mysterious vibe.
And you're not too bad at predicting the future.
What Muse Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
You Are Psyche!
Eternally in search of purpose and insight.
You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder.
Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily.
Just be sure to pamper yourself as well!
What Goddess Are You?
What Religion Best Suits You?
Pagan/Occultist Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Spending your entire life searching various forms of philosophy and religion, you choose to observe everything and believe little. You're personality is one of truth seeking, nature respecting and god/goddess accepting. Lastly, you don't judge anyone, but if annoyed, you will exact some form of revenge.
Your Body's Element is Fire
You are restless and hyper. You are easily bored.
You are driven and talented, but you are never satisfied with your accomplishments.
You are a perfectionist and not easily satisfied.
You're happiest when you can escape to an exciting adventure.
Your energy tends to be: complete
Your power color is: red
What Element is Your Body?
What Your Height Says About You
You are a gifted communicator, and you understand other people well.
You are compassionate and empathetic. You feel other's pain a little too easily.
Because of your open heart and open mind, many people admire and adore you.
You are classy and well mannered. You have the art of charm mastered.
You are about as tall as the average Mexican woman.
What Does Your Height Say About You?
You Are The High Priestess
You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed.
You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light.
You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two.
Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets.
Your fortune:
Something hidden or latent in your life is about to come forward.
You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination.
And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end.
You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!
What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are a Strawberry
You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people.
You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.
You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality.
Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.
You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it.
In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.
What Type of Fruit Are You?
You Are Highly Spiritual
You may not have found the meaning of life, but you try to approach it with as much optimism as possible.
You are always enthusiastic and grateful for every day you have.
You are cheerful and energetic. You are a do-gooder who likes to keep busy.
You are outgoing and carefree. You embrace life to the fullest.
The Watercolor Test
Your Lucky Love Color Says You're Powerful
When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.
You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.
And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.
Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.
What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?
