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About Me

I truly am my own redeemer
Blindly I follow none but myself
Without fear I am
Unhallowed be my name

My name is Chelsea .
I can't see you, I can't hear you
Do you still exist?
I can't feel you, I can't touch you,
Do you exist?
The Phantom Agony
I can't taste you, I can't think of you,
Do we exist at all?
The future doesn't pass.. And the past won't overtake the present
All that remains is an obsolete illusion
We are afraid of all the things that could not be
A phantom agony
Do we dream at night
Or do we share the same old fantasy?
I am a silhouette of the person wandering in my dreams
Tears of unprecedented beauty
Reveal the truth of existence
We're all sadists
The age-old development of consciousness
Drives us away from the essence of life
We meditate too much, so that our instincts will fade away
They fade away
What's the point of life
And what's the meaning if we all die in the end?
Does it make sense to learn or do we forget everything?
Tears of unprecedented beauty
Reveal the truth of existence
We're all pessimists
Teach me how to see and free the disbelief in me
What we get is what we see, the Phantom Agony
The lucidity of my mind has been revealed in new dreams
I am able to travel where my heart goes
In search of self-realization
This is the way to escape from our agitation
And develop ourselves
Use your illusion and enter my dream...

My Interests

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Listen to the MUSTN'TS, child,
Listen to the DON'TS
Listen to the SHOULDN'TS
The IMPOSSIBLES, the WON'TS
Listen to the NEVER HAVES
Then listen close to me-
Anything can happen, child,
ANYTHING can be.


She said,

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
'Cause I love you, I love you to death"

My Blog

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Shows (Updated 6/24/09)

1) Cradle of Filth with VIP Meet and Greet and The 69 Eyes at the House of Blues, San Diego, February 18th, 2007 2) Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Behemoth, and 3 Inches of Blood at Soma, San Diego, July 22n...
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Help save The Jumping Turtle!

Hey Guys!We need a little bit of help. The city of San Marcos is being completely cruel and inflicting unfair restrictions on the Jumping Turtle, trying to turn it into strictly a 21+ bar. We need you...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 03:14:00 GMT

Freaks In Love

I always wanted someone who I could share my common interests with. I wanted someone who would be passionate about their hobbies and what they wanted to do in life. I dreamt of a person who could be a...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 12:15:00 GMT