"STORMâ€
As I sit here, in my room, all alone
I think of past loves, that I’ve known
Like a storm it brews inside my mind
The scars it leaves, the pain inside
Let me tell you of the fateful storm,
That led my heart to disbelief
The storm that left me afraid and scared,
Although it’s a storm I no longer grieve
It started with the clouds, that darken the sky
High above your head.
You think it’s going to pass. You think it will blow over, But the intensity grows instead
Lightening comes like a truth or a lie,
And you know it won’t stop so you start to cry.
You try to hide from the thunder of anger,
Like the wind you can feel the rage then the rain comes down,
You start to lose hope like the fog you start to fade. Then all
That’s left is the damage it’s done
So in your soul, is where the wounds
have begun. Your life moves on when the storm is gone. But your soul
Is still wounded inside.
So that’s my tale, so sad but true,
Of why I find it so hard to believe.
Your kindness is working it’s way into my heart
But my faith you may have to retrieve.
So when I’m scared and frightened
Sometimes, hold me close and keep me warm
There may be times when our skies fill with clouds and I hope
There will never be a storm.
PLEASE DON'T
Don't say you're sorry if you're really not......
Don't say you'll give it all you've got.....
Don't say you love me if you don't even care.....
Dont say you will be if you're never there......
Don't say you want me if it's just a lie.....
Don't break my heart cause you'll only make me cry......
Don't kiss me gently if you're just gonna leave.....
Don't tell me to have faith, if you don't believe.......
Don't say you wanna be with me unless it's everyday.......
Don't make a promise you don't intend to keep
Like the one you made to me, the one that made me weep......
Don't tell me you'll always be there if you're just gonna leave......
Don't tell me I'm the center of the web that you weave......
Don't say I am your whole wide world if you just wanna make me cry......
Don't you say you love me completely if it's just a lie......
Don't you dare confess your love when I know you've were u have been
And don't pretend to tell the truth.cause to you, the truth's a blur......
But most of all, above all this,
Don't say you love me too cause when I say I love you gotta know it's true.....
Don't say youre lost without my touch. That you'll die without my kiss...
Don't say that when youre holding me, all you need is this.....
Don't kiss my lips and hold my hand if you're planning to just let go.....
Don't let me ask you if you love me, if you know the answer's NO.....
Don't ever, ever touch my life the way you always do, because you know
Without a doubt that I'm nothing without you..
CRYING CLOWN
Tears in her eyes,
Her smiles are worn.
Where her make up fades,
Her pain is born.
And she finds it's tough,
Tryin' a make herself laugh,
In the mirror.
Feeling so sad
Her head in the sand,
While she's praying some God
For a helping hand.
At the end of the show,
Her tears must flow,
Like a river
As she looks at the crowd
Laughing loud in her face,
While she's seeking roses
In a desert place.
In the circus ring,
Dancing on the brink,
Of the precipice.
With pieces of stars
she scars herself
Everytime she's alone
With his nose on the shelf.
Far from the blinding light,
In a dead candle's night,
She's just realised
She's a crying clown,
In a colourfull dress
The make up he planned
Turned her show to a mess
She's a crying clown
In the Devil's hall.
While you're laughing loud,
Did you hear her call?
Well now see her fall
From the high wire down.
She's a shooting star.
She's a crying clown