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love, pain, joy, strife, peace, grief, satisfaction, agony, loss, compassion, despair, passion, hunger, understanding, fear... we've all felt these.but true joy? true passion? true peace? true satisfaction? true love? we wouldn't know. we never really can fully understand.i've been through the pains & joys & strifes of life, some that we've all gone through, some that not all of us have. i've felt the grief, the agony, & the despair of losing someone. i've loved, but not truly. i've had joy, but not eternal happiness that gives me peace & satisfaction that doesn't go away.& because of all that, i hunger for the true, the real, the everlasting. i'm sick of living like i'm gonna die tomorrow. i'm sick of living like i'm never gonna die. i'm sick of living while wishing i never was born. i'm sick of living like i'm sick of living. i'm sick of living something empty; something that's a lie; something that when it's said & done, someone will look back & say "what a waste."hunger... it brought me to the truth. if you seek the truth, you don't need to look far cuz it's gonna find you first. hunger led me to search for truth, & truth knew i was looking for it. truth found me & totally shook everything i thought life is & was & was meant to be. i couldn't accept the truth. it was too... different. i wasn't ready to let go of everything i hated, everything i knew wouldn't last.i left truth behind me & took lies instead. i pretended i was happy & managed to fool others... but i couldn't fool myself, cuz i hate being lied to. i couldn't understand. why was my life so... unsatisfied? so i hungered... again.this time, when the truth found me, it wasn't the same. because the truth had been there all along. when i rejected it, it came with me anyway, but i didn't notice it. it just stood there & watched silently, quietly shaking it's head & mourning as i made my poor choices.i accepted the truth that time. & now, i've an idea of what true joy, true passion, true peace, true satisfaction, & true love really are. i've some understanding, but i've only caught a glimpse. i know what life's about, & i'm living for it.the true meaning of life is simply complicated. the way i'd say what life is by doing the hardest thing for you to do each day, & then, when you're in bed at night, knowing that you've truly lived. having a sense of satisfaction & peace about how you lived.i'd tell you what life's really about, but i won't. don't take my word for it, cuz i'm not the truth. hunger for the truth, & it'll find you. why, i'd say it's already found you. it's been there longer than you ever imagined possible. because it's impossible. but what's impossible? is impossible really impossible? go & find the truth for yourself.

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From Go-Quiz.com
You scored as Punk. Okay!

Punk


87%

Jock


67%

Goth


60%

"Ghetto"


60%

Emo Kid


53%

Hot


53%

Prep


27%

Geek/Nerd


27%

Stoner


13%

Loner


7%
What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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You are Superman Superman 100% Supergirl 0% Spider-Man 0% Wonder Woman 0% Robin 0% Green Lantern 0% The Flash 0% Hulk 0% Catwoman 0% Batman 0% Iron Man 0% You are mild-mannered, good,
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You are Venom Venom 52% Riddler 51% The Joker 48% Mystique 41% Mr. Freeze 37% Magneto 36% Dr. Doom 35% Apocalypse 32% Green Goblin 29% Lex Luthor 27% Poison Ivy 25% Dark Phoenix 23% Two-Face 21% Kingpin 19% Catwoman 18% Juggernaut 5% Strength, disguise and adrenaline are your greatest weapons.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: sam craig
Birthday: july 11
Birthplace: maryland
Current Location: maryland
Eye Color: hazel-green
Hair Color: black & brown
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: jewish, irish, scottish, british, german
The Shoes You Wore Today: circas
Your Weakness: someone else's pain & overconfidence
Your Fears: rejection
Your Perfect Pizza: pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: become a better drummer
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "haha"
Thoughts First Waking Up: ugh
Your Best Physical Feature: you tell me
Your Bedtime: too late haha
Your Most Missed Memory: not sure... too many
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: bk
Single or Group Dates: both, really
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both & arizona
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: i try not to
Do you Sing: oh yeah
Do you Shower Daily:
Have you Been in Love: i wouldn't know yet
Do you want to go to College: not sure
Do you want to get Married: most def
Do you belive in yourself: maybe a bit too much
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: more often than not
Are you a Health Freak: kinda but no
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah... to a certain extent
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Do you play an Instrument: bass & drums with a lil' guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes... i am jewish
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: advil
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nooooo! needs to change
In the past month have you been on Stage: si
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: ...yeah...
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: why should i think of that?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a musician
What country would you most like to Visit: japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: the one that makes we want to stare into it forever
Favourite Hair Color: the one that makes me want to stroke it forever
Short or Long Hair: whatever looks better
Height: preferrably shorter than me
Weight: preferrably lighter than me
Best Clothing Style: the one that looks best but ain't slutty
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0 illegal
Number of CDs I own: dunno
Number of Piercings: 0 so far
Number of Tattoos: 0 so far
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i don't regret
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My God face to face everyday and everyone worth meeting.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... amazing
Your smile is... encouraging
Your love is... unique

My Blog

back from mississippi

i'm back! woo! totally amazing trip! never had my life changed so much so quickly. well, maybe, but i just don't remember it. we did a lot of painting & stuff, & i learned how to drywall &...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 13:21:00 GMT

God is GOOD

wow... i just got back from a joyce meyer conference with a hillsong london concert, and God gave me so many signs and confirmed so many things... He is amazing. please keep me in your prayers, cuz i ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 21:46:00 GMT

Blech

i have a bloody virus... i've been sick since monday, and i'm gettin sick of it. i have hot flashes, headaches, runny nose, phlegm, sore throat, popped ears, and swollen lymph nodes. prayer would be n...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 09:04:00 GMT

The Quiz

i'm just selfish, i guess. and i'm emo too. what a combo! bloody ell....   i saw a crap load of people who i haven't seen in forever and that was great, but it's so hard to take 8 hours to catch ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 13:33:00 GMT

The name is Bond...?

Yeah... I suddenly (and quite randomly) became a James Bond fan. So yeah, I even got a new dream to become a future James Bond. What the heck? Maybe it's Mr. Lasko's fault... oh wellz. Good movie, go ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 10:13:00 GMT

Aw man. I dunno.

Yeah... stuff. I'm in a weird mood, because I'm excited, tired, apprehensive, expectant, pissed off, and possibly somehow drunk, even though I didn't have any alcohol. I probably feel like this cuz I ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:52:00 GMT

Dr. Phil's Quiz: I scored a 50

This quiz is quite accurate. My score is on the borderline, and if you look at the description of my personality for my score ond one point higher than what I have, you'll see I get elements from both...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 16:24:00 GMT

God is...

Bigger than the air I breathe, the world we'll leave. He'll save the day, and all will say "My Glorious."My Glorious...he is!All I can say is, when life hands you lemons, make God some lemonade, cuz H...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 18:18:00 GMT