My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. profile picture

My biggest enemy is my own reflection..

wake up and face me, don't play dead..

About Me

I'm practically a simple person.I like to spend time with Linda and Kyra.I also like to hang out with my friends and have fun.I'm pretty easy to get along with.Just treat my good and i'll do the same! I am currently suffering from a fuck up, or a mistake i made. I am so used to being there with them, and I hope that it will happen again, I love her and I love that baby, I am her father, I was for almost a year, I don't want to give that up. If you treat me like shit then fuck off, if I am trying to do something right and you blow up on me then fuck off. It is as simple as that.. I look for love, I found it but I fucked that up. Hopefully things will get better, but with my luck its a good question. I see people claiming they love someone when they really don't and it makes me feel bad for the other person. That is probably one of the worst things you can do to a person.. It doesn't happen to me((knock on wood))and I hope it never does.. I have a couple of problems I hate to be alone,I have anxiety disorder ,conduct disorder,and a couple of other things. I have a bad problem with accepting myself, and I used to be a paranoid fuck, but not anymore. I have definatly learned my lesson. When you lose the person you love because of you, it hurts. You never know what life has in store for you. I have been trying to redeem myself and I am thankful for the chance to. My father never really was there so it was practically just my mom and my grandfather. Until my mother met my step father and then things changed he is practically my father to me cause he took care of my sister and I and my mom. He is a real good guy! My sister i'm very proud of, cause she is a genius, she is in this program called venture, she has come a long way and accomplished many things and to be only 11 she seems like shes 20 because of her tremendous maturity, other than Linda and kyra she is the world to me(my sis)I am a vocalist and I enjoy music alot! Life generally sux but whatever. I don't have the worst life in the world but I go through things that people should not have to deal with. I hate fakes, cheaters, liers, rapist, and killers. I love brown eyes, and italian girls((she knows who I am talking about.)) Anyway I have a pretty good job, and I have became a completely different person. But I don't get recognition for it. Not that I really personally give a fuck, but its nice to be complimented for your good deeds every now and then. Well I guess thats it for now, any questions then ask me. I may have pissed you off, and if I did, then thats kinda pathetic, I am tired of living in the shadows, just to keep peeps on my good side. Peace out yo. BlingJam Page Editor
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My Interests

art,tattoos,piercings,music,(I am a vocalist),playing the guitar, drums, spending time with family and friends,motorcycles,etc...

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet,Ville Valo,M.Shadows,Metallica,Phillip Anselmo,Jhonny Depp,Lacuna Coil,Shinedown,etc.

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Music:

Avenged Sevenfold,Pantera,Metallica,H.I.M,Shinedown,Deftones,Showdow n,Children of Bodom,Cradle of Filth,Cannible Corpse,Dimmu Borgir,alot of different stuff...

Movies:

Im not really into movies
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Television:

I hate television.
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Books:

have a big variety of books I read.Mostly the Bible.... width="425" height="350" ..

Heroes:

My heroes would have to be Linda(my girlfriend) and my step father, my mom.

My Blog

The best two nights..

These past two nights have been great.. I love it. We had alot of fun or at least I did.  I hope she did too.. See yall again later..
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:44:00 PST

Yep it sux..

Depression, yes it always gets the best of me.. Never fails, it always messes my days up.. Oh well I guess I will quit bitching..   Peace.
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:55:00 PST

My all time fav apc song..

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Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 10:38:00 PST

It reminds me of myself and another that I love..

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Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Yeah for real..

I am tired of hearing, its not going to happen Colby or if she wanted you back bad enough it would have already have happend, or she likes someone else and she is going to be with them Colby, drop her...
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:33:00 PST

This brought tears to my eyes..

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Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:52:00 PST

Hope..

You love her, and make her naked but still nothing shows.. A lovely gift with no need, no matter what they try to bring me down.. At the end of the rope you feel your time is up. You give your last pr...
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:46:00 PST

Help me..

All these questions, all the things I am seeing. The bad feelings or vibes I am getting.. I hate this.. I have no clue what to do or what to think anymore..
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:36:00 PST

So much..

There are so many things I am thankful for.. The breath of life I am given, the chance I am given by her.. My friends my family. My everything.. I know this is a little to early for thanksgiving, but ...
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:39:00 PST

A poem for whom?

Her..   I would trade every worldly possesion. I would give my all, all for you. With every thought and every action, It is to be a step closer to you. All for you. If it was my my time to go, I ...
Posted by My biggest enemy is my own reflection.. on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:03:00 PST