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the sacrifice is never knowing why i never walked away, why i play my self this way. now i see u were testing me that pushes me away. iv tryed like you to do every thing you wanted me to. this is the last time ill take the blame for being wit you. that was a sacrifice i made for hiding in the twisted lies. so no more fake smiles coz its all gone.every thing has to end and i soon find were out of time left to watch it all burn down. every thing falls apart and even the people that never fround brakes down. evern if you give someone all the love you can give them dosnt mean they know how to love you back the same way or if they even want to love you back.....i guess that hole do onto others as you wish done onto you quote dont count in this matter.I watch as the moon sits in the sky on a dark night shineing with the light from the sun.and the sun dosnt give the light to the moon asuming the moons gona ow it one. makes me think of how you act with me you do favors then rapidly turn around and start asking me about things that you want back from me im sick of the tention sick of you acting like i ow you this find another place to feed your greed wile i find a place to rest. I want to be in another place i hate when you say you dont understand i see it was never ment to be. maby some day ill be just like you and step on people like you do and run away all the people i thougt i knew. i remember back then who you were. yo use to be caulm, you use to be strong, use to be genorus. you should of known that youd were out your welcome and know you see how quiet it is all alone.but i guess you took the best of me out but you also brought out the worst in me. i should have let go when i had the chance then i knew it wouldnt have botherd me but damnit you had to turn around that morning if you didnt this would have never happend. every thing would have stayd the same but everything happens for a reason were just too small to see what the big picture looks like.but maby we dont have to be bigger but just step back a cuple feet or for some of us a cuple miles to see whats really happening to us and how we change. most people dont understand that when they chaing its not only them that there chainging, they also chaing the people around them most of the times its for the worst and not for the best.we all want to know the truth but sometimes the lies are better because they keep us from falling apart like a crum cake. the dreams use to hurt after you left but know its just a reminder that i shouldnt let people in so deep that it afects what i think and do but i see it ass a hertfull lesson thats gona make me a better person.its bin long enough, time to let go of everything the memories the lauphs all of it but how?