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JustDerek©

All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care.

About Me

I play games
I grow beards
I rip it in Indianapolis
I work for FedEx Trade Networks, since april '07
I don't care what you think
I cook
I masturbate to music
I drink
I love pop cycle stick humor
I want to go back to school
I do things.. Very questionable things..
I can't wait for football season. GO COLTS!
I'm border line agnostic / athiest. The more I see, the less I want to believe
I enjoy my friends
I don't enjoy friends that make it a chore to say whats up

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

My Interests

I love to party and just hang out with friends. Computers and music take up a big portion of my time and possibly PaintBall again this summer, along with hanging out with the people I truly love and care about.

Music:

30 second to mars, 36 crazyfists, Alexisonfire, Alice in Chains, Aphex Twin, atari teenage riot, at the drive-in, atreyu, bad religion, bear vs shark, blindside, cky, circle takes the square, Days of the New, deftones, depswa, Dillinger Escape Plan, earshot, the end, Fall of Troy, Ferry Corsten, finger eleven, HORSE the Band, flaw, gov't mule, incubus, illithed, killswitch engage, lagwagon, The Mars Volta, metallica, mudvayne, muse, mushroomhead, nirvana, Paul Oakenfold, Paul Van Dyke, pennywise, propagandhi, Protest the Hero, queens of stoneage, rage against the machine, rammstein, Shine Somber, Static-X, Stereomud, System of a Down, taproot, tenacious D, thrice, tool, wisp

Movies:

The Boondock Saints, Fear n Loathing in Las Vegas, The Big Lebowski, donnie darko, Super troopers, Beer Fest, Ghost Busters, Lock Stock and 2 smoking barrels, Shaun of the Dead, Hott Fuzz, blow, Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie for Theaters, Kill Bill, Clerks, Man on Fire, Training Day, Requiem for a Dream, Die Hard, Fight Club, the goonies, The Machinist, House of flying daggers, Meet the Feebles, superbad, stardust

Television:

Family Guy, CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, Adult Swim, Dragon Ball Z, Iron Chef, scrubs, dexter, south park,

Books:

Books about oppression, censorship, fascism, tyranny, or what seems to be a "utoptian" world are the kind of books that strike my savy.Just ordered A Brave New World, and Catch-22.. should be good reading 12/9/07

Heroes:

My Grandpa, RIP. You are truly missed.And my father

My Blog

Guitar Hero, Fuck you!

For serious.. What the fuck guys. Red Octane / Activision is killing me with the downloadable content songs.. First off, let me show you whats available for purchase on the 360 for downloadable conten...
Posted by JustDerek© on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 10:44:00 PST

Working hard, or hardly working.. I think this is obvious

My mind is flying a mile a minute right now.. damn you coffee, supposed to be my source of energy, not my source of confusion. I keep thinking about what could be. Not in the past, but in the future....
Posted by JustDerek© on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:32:00 PST

Bringing in the new years with a wave of depression

As I was helping a friend with some computer tests he's trying to take, it dawned on me that it is now amost 3 years since i've graduated high-school, and I now take another moment to reflect what I h...
Posted by JustDerek© on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:43:00 PST

My NFL Fantasy Draft at work

A bunch of peeps from work got together and we decided to do a NFL Fanatasy draft. 14 teams, 20 dollar entry, and awhole lot of knowledge. Out of 14 players, I have 4th pick in the first, 10th in the ...
Posted by JustDerek© on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 02:10:00 PST

How could I not have seen this coming from the begining?

So yea, let me start off by explaining what I am talking about.Back in March I accepted a job offer from a company based out of Buffalo New York to install electronic networked advertising equipment t...
Posted by JustDerek© on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 09:55:00 PST

The Ever so hilarious Scott Harris.

I'm going to lay out these private message as such. starting with me, then rotating to scott. I'll update them as I get them. I'm sure he'll have another response that will be 3 times more retarded th...
Posted by JustDerek© on Mon, 14 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

The changes with the colts!

I'm sure alot of you have been keeping up with free agency, off season, draft, THE WORKS! and I wonder how many of you are as excited as I am? :D Lets start off by our free agent lossesDominic Rhodes...
Posted by JustDerek© on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:07:00 PST

I'm sick of this shit.

I'm sick of trying to help people out, and having it bite me back in the face. Wether it be people I've known for years, or only a couple months. It ALWAYS seems to back fire almost. And when it doesn...
Posted by JustDerek© on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:34:00 PST

Reaping havok upon my ears once again!

Or am I? I've been wanting to re-pierce them for about the past year. Only reason why I took them out for good was cause my friend mr.lucas decided to punch me in the side of teh face oh lets say 20 t...
Posted by JustDerek© on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST

Why my dad is so badass

You may have read the bulletin, figured I'd put this in something more perminent.     I've been trying for the past 3 months to get sallie mae off of my ass. I got a student loan last summe...
Posted by JustDerek© on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:15:00 PST