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They named me sarah. i dont know if it fits me or not. you decide for yourself. all i can tell you is there are plenty of things that no one needs to know about me. and there are plenty of things said about me that are not true. i mean, there are so many rumors going around about me that its not even funny. and honestly i dont give a shit. go ahead, talk about me. youre just making yourslef look like an immature little cunt with plenty of time on your hands... seriously. but anyway. i dont brag much. so im told... by some people. and im not happy with myself so i have little to brag about. i hate when people are fake. like when theyre nice to your face then they turn around and talk shit about you. yeaaa thats happened to me plenty of times. i dont do that. its ridiculous. i drink and i sometimes use drugs. but im trying to quit the drug part of that. its extrememly aggravating though. never get into it. its not worth it. even if it may seem like the "cool" thing to do. i was different though. i never was peer presured into it. i had wanted to try drugs ever since i had heard of them. thats not a good thing... at all. i dont trust almost anyone. people, like i said before, are fake. and ive lost so many of what i thought to be "good" friendships thats its pretty hard to gain trust in anyone. it sucks pretty bad. but whatever. i live with it. im extremely bipolar. i get "crazy" sometimes and its hard to deal with me. this also sucks pretty bad. so yea thats me. i guess you could say that "you dont always get what you want"... like in that song. but hey, it happens.
this is matty. hes my BEST FRIEND. i love this kid to death. seriously. He has almost always been there for me through anything. i might go insane with out him lol.
