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When you look at me and smile, I no longer feel scared or feel the need to run out of the room gasping for air. You dont make me feel like life is a waste of time and that all you get is cold sweat, and dark moments in small rooms all over the world, spending time with other desperate characters who are tearing a path across the night skies of desolation.....It took me awhile not to feel threatened by your strength, that never shows off, never brags, but just nourishes and makes time stop.....Yeah, Im in my room somewhere. It's freezing outside and im exhausted. Too many things to do. Too many people to anwser to all the time. From here I think of you.....A lot of men want a woman to mother them. They get with a woman and they regress to the point where you might think him incapable of taking care of himself. I dont want another mother. I want a woman. I want to rise to the occasion. I want to learn and bask in your glow. I want to protect you and do whatever I can to give you strenght. There is no twist to this. I am not about to blow my brains out. You have not cut me up like others have. It's just this. I want to love you with everything in me. I need your help cause I don't know anything about it. I am suspicious and ready to leave and hit the cold road for the frozen dawn. I am just goin to trust you completely. I see now that it's the only reason to be here. After kissing you, I cannot remember what it was like to have kissed another woman......
Anything by Henry Rollins
My brother Jeff and my friends Kevin, Tim and Bryan for putting up with my crap and always being there for me..