About Me
name? amber, if you didnt already know. im pretty mature for being 18, but i do have my childish ways just like everyone else. my heart is taken by the love of my life JOSH LOUiS ARMSTRONG SR. he is my heart and soul and i will do anythng for him. we have a lil baby boy together,brendyn louis armstrong born july 16th 2010. i am unfortuntely a diabetic,est january 2008. i dont go to school anymore,but i do have my GED. thats not the road i wanted to take but i screwed up big time.so i have to accept it. im usually the nice girl, but trust me i can be bitch if i have to (: i tend to hold back what i have to say,and i dont really know why i do it,but i do. selfish,spoiled,stubborn,shy-yea thats me. dont like it? then thats your problem,not mine. life is great. it has its ups and downs but fuck it. having fun is what i try to do in boring situations. i dont have many friends that are females. girls are full of shit and i dont like em. im veryy complicated and confusing at tymes. and i tend to push everyone away, not purposely.it just happens like that. its really hard to understand me sumtymes. for some reason i cant make conversation and definately cant keep it goin once i get it started unless i have sumthing to talk bout. i am not tha brightest person around. i tend to embarrass myself ALL tha time with my stupidity.lol.but thats me,get over it. i do wat i love and i love wat i do. my mood changes constantly,one minute ill be happy,then tha next ill be either bukoo pissed off or upset for no reason at all. im not perfect and i dont try to be. my life hasnt been tha best and ive went through alot, so before u talk shit get ya mind rightt.ive made many mistakes in my life. ive let people take advantage of me and i have accepted way less than wat i deserve.but ive learned from tha things ive done and even though there are certain people and things i cnt get back,i'll know better tha next time it happens and it'll be my choice whether i want to make them mistakes again.i know now that i'll never settle for less than what i deserve.
"i've never told a lie,and that makes me a liar.
i've never made a bet,but we gamble with desire.
i've never lit a match with tha intent to start a fire.
but recently tha flames are gettin out of control."
R.i.P BROTHER..
Michael Hebert. my big brother. boy am i gunna miss you! we've been best friends since i was 13, 5 long years. the past year we havent been as close as we always was,and i blame myself for that. god thought that it was your time to leave us, but i just dont understand why. what did u do to deserve death? all u did was help everyone that u could and tried to make peace with everyone. but your in a better place now. its better then this fucked up world. you were very loved and ur going to be very missed. watch over me and ur new nephew coming. r.i.p mike..
me and josh's pit puppy Shanel.
