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Lindsay.

Good things in life are hard to find.

About Me

I'm 20 years old, i just recently lost my boyfriend of two years due to a motorcycle accident. a lot has changed. i'm pretty miserable always and not afraid of death what so ever. i wish i could see ryan everyday like i did before. Although all of these aren't to great right now, my absolute favorite things to do are, go to concerts, the beach, snowboard, and drink beer. Music is a gift to each and every one of us and i don't think many people truely appreciate it. especially the people that listen to rap. come on. pop in a zeppelin cd and then talk to me about good inspiring music. Being a considerate person is what i strive for the most. Considerate people are usually much more respected than inconsiderate ones. i've learned that more so now. i wasn't always considerate, some may even call me a bitch. My motto is "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" thanks thumper. yeah Bambi changed my life haha. I love my family and friends more than anything in the world. I truely couldn't live without them. I have the best girlfriends that i could have ever asked for. you know who you are and i love you!!! I cherish every moment i have on this beautiful earth. The earth is another thing that most don't appreciate. i absolutely do NOT tolerate littering. whats the point? eventually you will run into a trash can. Our lives as i learned are gifts to us. the greatest gifts at that. my eyes have been opened to a lot of lifes bullshit, but i guess i can say i'm glad to be around. one things for sure, i'm a pretty opinionated person if i feel strongly about the subject, but otherwise...i like to stay out of heated arguements. Right now i attend FCC but hope to transfer somewhere far FAR away very soon. This place is too sheltered for me. Race is bullshit and thats all i have to say about that. we're all just people to me, i don't care what you look like. i love everyone all the time, even if i don't like them. i'm a free spirit and proud of it. Raised right by my parents, and hope i can get through everything that life has recently handed me. we'll see.Get Your Own! | View Slideshow a img{}a:hover img{}body{scrollbar-arrow-color:000000;scrollbar-Track-Color :;scrollbar-Highlight-Color:000000;scrollbar-base-color:0000 00;scrollbar-Face-Color:;scrollbar-Shadow-Color:000000;scrol lbar-DarkShadow-Color:000000

My Interests

my only interest as i said before, is snowboarding.

I'd like to meet:

my future husband.... DANE COOK!! i want him to tell me the kool aid joke personally. Also, Gwen Stefani, so i can back-hand her, what happened to her?? the music she USED to make was cool. i would also love to meet and make out with all of my favorite hott musicians. such as the lead singer of trapt and, chris brown, the lead singer of trapt :o). last but not least zach braff, i think he is a genious.
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Music:

i will love you until the day I die. wow there are so many bands that i love. right now i listen to...zeppelin, beatles, doors, SMASHING PUMPKINS, eagles(don't hate), floyd, pixies, f.o.b, taking back sunday, evans blue, TRAPT, breaking benjamin, chevelle, hole, nirvana, hendrix, dead, used, FOO FIGHTERS, weezer, bob dylan, flyleaf, AFI, oasis, stones, dashboard confessional, my chemical romance, pearl jam, stp, avenged, killswitch, sevendust, mudvayne, slipknot(not the rediculous crazy shit), incubus, jack johnson, sarah mclaughlin(love her), neil young, audioslave, SUBLIME, the shins, dark new day, and so many more, i probably forgot a lot... the only rapper i respect and ever will, is kanye he is so f-ing sexy.


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Movies:

my FAVORITE movie of all time is Almost Famous, if you haven't seen it. you better. and Garden State is amazing as well.

Television:

let me just say this...FAMILY GUY IS THE GREATEST SHOW EVER CREATED!! i know you agree. i also love the simpsons, and my favorite show which is no longer on the air, six feet under....oblongs...haha

Books:

White Oleander and Where the Heart Is are two of my favorite books. if you like to read, and you are a girl, you should definately consider these books.

Heroes:

To my sexy sweet boyryan. you are my hero, the love of my life, and my best friend. i will miss you more than i'll miss your smile. although it was the best. i love you babe. my mother is my hero. also vanessa and kelly moore. i love them as much as i love my family. vanessa especially, she shows me that although its the hardest thing to deal with, we will get through it and survive. even if we don't want to. she is and was supposed to be a mother to me always. i can't leave out my other mothers....jean, bonnie, and tandi. i love you ladies and respect you so much. also, tom edelen for fighting for each and every one of us in iraq. be safe tom we miss you!! and last but definitely not least, kayte moore. you are so strong for me. i'm sorry i can't be the same for you. but i love you. you are the cool little sister i never had!! i will always love you and your family. i know that i couldn't have found a better family to marry into. i'm sorry it wont be able to be that way.Riding FreeDon't cry for me, for now i'm free. i'm traveling the road God laid for me. The "luck of the irish" did not wear thin, for an early fortune of Heaven I win.I found great peace in that morning ride. When angels flew along my side. Now you'll know forevermore I'm closer to you than before.If my parting leaves a void. Fill it with remembered joy -- A laugh we shared, a time we fought, feel no regret, quick life i sought.My lifes been full, I savored much, and now you'll feel my spirits touch. In mornings hush, you'll hear my sigh, I'll calm your mind when you must ask "why?"Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it with undue grief. Lift up your heart and soar with me. God wants me now, He's set me free.8-23-06. never forget.

My Blog

life

yeah it still sucks. i miss my love.
Posted by Lindsay on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 03:32:00 PST

please

if you don't have anything nice to say to me. don't talk to me. i have way too much going on right now to give a shit. thanks.
Posted by Lindsay on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 07:53:00 PST

killswitch. crazy but perfect.

Seek me, call meI'll be waitingThis distance, this dissolutionI cling to memories while fallingSleep brings release, and the hope of a new dayWaking the misery of being without youSurrender, I give in...
Posted by Lindsay on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 03:29:00 PST

seize the day.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry ...
Posted by Lindsay on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:38:00 PST

f__k!!

i just don't know what to do anymore. i can't take this. i don't eat, i don't sleep, i'm not happy at all, i have this constant empty feeling in my gut....i just want ryan back. i can't live like this...
Posted by Lindsay on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:42:00 PST

far away

This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love y...
Posted by Lindsay on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:04:00 PST

miss you

Hello there, the angel from my nightmarethe shadow in the background of the morguethe unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valleywe can live like Jack and Sally if we wantwhere you can always find m...
Posted by Lindsay on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 09:17:00 PST

ryans "friends"

you know whats been really bothering me lately?? a lot of people have been showing up to the gatherings at ryans that in my opinion, don't belong there. such as the people who NEVER showed up to any o...
Posted by Lindsay on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:26:00 PST

on cops

fuck the police. i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cops.
Posted by Lindsay on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 07:15:00 PST

on guys and whores

men = shit. thats all.   girls that try to get with guys who have girlfriends = whores.   have a nice day...
Posted by Lindsay on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 08:38:00 PST