About Me
yeah. :] ♥
I'm Jazzmin. Yes my name is really spelled like that.
My life story is still being written...
I'm a lot more than just a pretty face.I'm slowly learning.I'm growing up.I've changed.I'm not who I used to be at all. I don't have the mentality of a girl my age. I can't stand high school kids because I'm so over high school. I have amazing people skills. I can talk to anyone and everyone like theyre my best friend.
I know every thing's for the best.I've learned from everything in life so far.I would say that I do want to be someone's everything. &&I find myself jealous of Disney movies. I wish my life was like that sometimes where I could just break out into song.
I have amazing friends.
I'm finally learning to stand up for myself.
I can light up a room with my smile.
I can warm a room with my laugh.
I can start a chain reaction.
My mind is clearly confusing.
I love dancing.
I'm a captain on the Borah Lion Elite Dance Team.
I'll dance my heart out,
just because the world seems to disappear
when I do. It's the second I have to stop,
that my mind becomes a complete mess once again.
You will probably catch me dancing in cars,
on the street,
at shows, parking lots,
anywhere that I want,
I'll just move my hips and feet
to the beat that's in my heart.
I'm finally accepting my flaws..
I have a lot of dreams. I'm ambitious.
I love wishing on stars.
I can lay outside in the grass all the time.
I make weird faces all the time.
I'm not a simple person.
I put everything into everything I say and do.
I may not be so strong, but i'm not weak&
I finally see that life isn't about waiting for the storm to
pass,it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Eden.-My best friend for two years now.
So much has happened in that time. She keeps my
thinking of the sunshine, and that things will get better
when I feel my worst, and I want to just give up. She's
one of my best friends. But I call her Best friend. We drive around
listening to grindcore, and singing
"bre bre bre breebre bre bre breeeeeee!", and then
two seconds later, we're rapping along to songs cuz we be ballas fo sho. We're always
laughing and having a good time. I can go to her house, and we'll lay
out under her tree and we'll just talk for hours. We dance like
crazy everywhere we go. We hold hands and two-stepp together
at hardcore shows. Fuck, you'll always see us dancing&smiling. Out of all the hands that have
held my hand, i know hers will never stop holding mine no matter
how hard I fuck up.
Erin.- Erin&&I have this connection where we
can sit in my room, or her room, and not do a damn thing,
yet have a blast. We can be sitting on myspace, talking on Webcam
to people on MSN, cruising around, sitting at parks, taking
pictures, eating, or anything, and it's the best time ever.
She raps along to rap songs with me.Whoop di whoop nigguh waht?!?! She's my other best friend.
I'm so fortunate to have her in my life. We can drive around together,
and have the most heart to heart talks ever. She reminds me that
no matter how bad a situation looks, things can get better. I admire
her so much, she has something going for herself that I wish I could have.
She's motivated, and works her ass off to reach her dreams. She hasn't let drugs
or alcohol stand in her way. She's such a strong person. I love her dearly.
Alison- I just met her now my last year in school. We're both captains on the Borah Lion Elite Dance Team ha. :> I was so scared going to a different school. I go to two different schools, i go to one in the morning and a different one right after. I was scared the girls on her team wouldnt like me. I was scared to try out for captain because well who the hell was i to tell them what to do, i didnt even go to school with them. But you know, i adapted well, and I've met some amazing dancers. Alison and i for some reason hit it off so well. We're so different, yet so much the same. We watch disney movies and color, and party in my car. I took her to her first show, and we watched christmas fireworks together in the snow. She's a reason why i don't mind waking my ass up so effin early in the morning. We have so many of the same terrible habits, and so many of the good ones in common. I love her dearly, she's a new addition to my best friends, but I'm so happy for that. I really am.
Morgan. She's another amazing person I've been so blessed to just meet this year. I wish I would have just gone to Borah instead of Boise. I could have had such a different e xperience. Not only is Morgan the captain on our team, but she's a beautiful friend, and even more than that to me, she's a hero. She isn't like most girls. Other girls don't wait for love, or stay away from drinking and drugs. She has respect for herself and other people. She has her disney fairy tale perfect love. I find myself quite jealous, but she's definately proof that there is sucha thing as happily ever after. She's so courageous, and an amazing dancer. I really do find myself jealous of how pretty she is when she dances. Even at six in the morning. I'm really happy I got to meet her. &&I hope we have many more laugh fests, and an amazing year together.
Tony.- When I really needed someone he was there instantly, no questions asked. He looks out for my well being. Obvious ly any boy that will let me do his hair&&make up is amazing. :] but really he's so different from any other boy, I don't even consider him one. He just has morals and values and dreams and he's so ambitious and he'll do anything with a smile on his face. I enjoy driving around listening and singing to Disney songs and the postal service with him. It makes me get this wonderful smile. He's someone I like being around because he's not negative, he'll remind you to keep your head up.There needs to be more boys like him. We haven't known each other long, but I see myself never forgetting him. Ever. Regardless of what happens in life. There are only a few people who make such a lovely impact on you so quickly, an impact that will always be there. &&just you wait till you see us at the next show. :>]
Breanna.- My other best friend. Yes I have three best friends.
We met junior year in Psychology and Math
class. I was instantly able to warm up and feel
so comfortable with her. She's here for me nonstop.
We can laugh about everything and anything.
She always understands how I feel. We're so much
alike, and so different. We click together so well though.
My family loves her. She goes out to dinner
with my family and their friends, and has early
morning coffee and breakfast with my whole family.
I love this girl. We have so many memories already together, and more to come.
Deniza Benavidez- My beautiful cousin. She has always been
here for me. We've grown up together. We have lived together. She
has this way of being able to read me. I don't ever have to
say something, she already knows. We have had this
connection since we were young. When she's sad, or
in trouble or good, I can feel it. She has this way of
feeling the same with me. People come&go in my life,
family is here forever. She's the only thing
that keeps me sane during our crazy family reunions.
No matter how much distance is phsyically between us,
it never pulls us apart.
Don't fuck with my friends.
Chad.
Dylan.
Tina
Hunter.
Shazia.
Tyson
Nycole.
Kevin.
Esai.
Brady.
Victor.
Josh.
Chikiis
Michael.
Shippy.
Kelsey.
Andy.
Troy.
Avi.
James.
Jacque.
Mollie.
Kylie.
Jessyca
Sammy
Hugh.
Alexa.
Chris.
Matt.
Katherine.
Derek.
Alex.
Not done.
