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Brandon [Class A Felon]

Half Of Life Is Fucking Up And The Other Half Is Dealing With It.

About Me

"I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become. The alien man waved his arms up and down and noticed that he couldn't wave in the right language so he stopped.”
"Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have."
Taylor P. Ross 4/9/08<3
& I wouldn't want it any other way
Taylor was here :D 5/22/08 i love you so much baby!<33
Taylor was here again 6/9/08.
Happy 2 months sweetie! You mean so much to me & i love you very much, and yes more than you love me :)<3

Taylor was here again, again ahah 8/9/08.
4 months and i couldnt be any happier with you. Your the love of my life and i love you with all my heart <3
Harbinger When the world ends, white dust will fill the air like the curtain at the end of a play. A rain of desperate bodies will fall from the windows of burning buildings, drumming the concrete below. Men with splinters in their eyes will stumble through streets choked with debris; women clutching babies will pick through the rubble and tear out their hair. Our generation will go to its grave shouting its last words into a cell phone.
Or perhaps it will arrive as a thief in the night, step by invisible step. Factories will disappear overseas and corporations vanish into thin air, taking jobs and retirement funds with them. Cities dying from the inside out will spread like ringworm, the shrapnel spray of suburbs slicing through forest and field. Wars will reach from continent to continent and neighborhood to neighborhood-the terrorists who won't make peace against the horrorists who enforce it at any price, who keep trying to impose harmony between oppressed and oppressor with fear and firepower. Tides will rise with global warming, acid rains fall with the last of the redwoods, computer systems crash with stocks and stock markets....until one day everyone has cancer.
Or else nothing will happen at all, business will continue as usual: prison guards pace concrete tombs, psychiatrists contemplate madness, demons glare from the eyes of ministers, consumers are bought and sold in the marketplace. It's after the end of the world, whispers the homeless man on the corner-don't you know that yet?
Others,mysterious and knowing, who have held themselves aloof from the discussion until now, finally interject: "Which world?

My Interests

"It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.”

I'd like to meet:



Music:

"If music be the food of love, play on; give me excess of it, that, surfeiting, the appetite may sicken and so die.”

Movies:

"Movies are fun, but they're not a cure for cancer”

Television:

"I don't want to know. I don't need it. I don't want the information that millions of people have. I don't want to be fed these boring facts and figures. Then you'll become one of the masses. I'd rather starve my mind a bit and have to search out nutrition in stranger places.”

Books:

"If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you.”

Heroes:

Taylor Paige Ross
THIS GIRL IS INCREDIBLE!
I knew from the day I met her that I just had to make her mine. Words cant even begin to describe the way I feel about her. She has completely changed the way I look at things and I am forever greatful for everything she has taught me. We have had our time apart, and I know that if we can get through this summer than we can get through anything. I love you sooooooo much Taylor, never ever forget that. <3

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

"When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you."

My Blog

Another Poem (4/21: The Day After)

ideas come and go as if they were never there to begin with, thoughts run rapid in the midst of calamity. i cant stop thinking about her and im drinking the ink from my pen. im trying to put a car cra...
Posted by Brandon [Class A Felon] on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:41:00 PST

Silence

I tried to show you that I cared,I tried to show you that I was there for you.But my acts of compassion fell upon deaf ears.I gave you everything I had,And I expected nothing in return.Apparently acti...
Posted by Brandon [Class A Felon] on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 07:23:00 PST

Wrongful Arrest?

Sirens pierce my body like rubber bullets,im running faster and faster to no avail.Theres a man following me and i dont know why,he is running faster than me.I ran until my vains pumped battery acid,t...
Posted by Brandon [Class A Felon] on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:47:00 PST

Never Again- A Poem by Me

The Screaming of sirens and villanous prospects worries me straght to the bone, I know that your not here and probably wont be so ill wait up here alone.Gunblasts from abandoned corners fill night air...
Posted by Brandon [Class A Felon] on Sat, 13 May 2006 06:42:00 PST

Rest In Peace (sincerely nobody)

(if you can point out the Slaughterhouse 5 {Kurt Vonnegut} lines,i love you) My night withers away all thanks to drink after drink after drink, unsucessful in my numerous failed attempts at letting go...
Posted by Brandon [Class A Felon] on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:27:00 PST