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Benny Lava

Constrictive at first, but after a while it becomes a part of you...

About Me


+My full name is Kristine Marie
+i tend to run away from my problems.
+im quite stubborn and rarely compromise.
+ill fight for what i believe is worth fighting for.
+i spell words wrong a lot..and dont really care. get me in a formal letter writing situation & that will change.
+i belive in magic.
+i tend to contradict myself alot, but im no hypocrite.
+i can prolly cook thanksgiving dinner better than your mom. i have references.
+i really get pissed off about poorly translated anime
+i want to tell you everything about me, but i dont want to let you in too close.
+i have a ridiculous sex drive. really.
+i finally got the guts for a tattoo...now im addicted. sometimes following a hunch makes me too curious for my own good.
+i demand to know how to breakdance
+i dont have a good linoleum floor to practice on.
+im such a crazed fan sometimes when it comes to bands/actors/actresses
+i dont really know why, but i try to downplay it as much as i can.
+ive been to mare concerts than any of you, i bet.
+i wish i had the ticket stubs to prove it
+i am horribly un organized yet try to pretend im a detail oriented perfectionist.
+the thought of getting married & having kids scares the living shit out of me.
+i dont have too many solid role models in that area. id do better reading a manual.
+i get very discouraged if i cant master something right away.
+i sleep with a stuffed unicorn
+orange tucks me in each night. its something none of you will ever see.
+i sometimes feel ungrateful when its possible ive overdone it.
+a lotta times i dont know when to shut up or stop writing. - like now
+thats always something thats got me in a stupid situation.
+i feel everything in the pit of my stomach. good things & bad. they even do that in my dreams.
+i dont know why i dig message boards so much, but i do. its like my crack.
+i am the biological mother of at least 4 kids.
+If you didnt get the sarcasm in that, i dont want to be your friend
+i wish life was like a musical & people would just burst into song with background music at any moment.
+i take on tasks with great energy & then fizzle out halfway through as i get distracted by something shiny & new.
+i love cheese.
+i love sushi.
+i love the sound of silent desert air on the night of a full moon.
+if i haven't shared that with you, i want to. moon is optional.
+i believe in wishing on a star.
+i believe in fairy tale type true love stuff.
+id rather people say mean things to my face than talk behind my back or say nothing at all
+i write what i think to be beautiful things for people, but i dont belive anything beautiful has been written about me. (submissions are always accepted)
+im not really afraid of big dogs, snakes or bugs. im just afraid of getting bit.
+i think i can crack about 75% of the bones & joins in my body. thats prolly not too healthy.
+i need to focus more on making myself the person i dream of becoming.
+i feel the need to protect people & i want them to be treated right. this preoccupies me far more than it should.
+i need to learn to take my own advice.
+if i could have an extra appendage, i would want a prehensile tail.
+Im a horrible singer, be glad you haven't experienced that yet
+im not a vindictive person. even if youve fucked up my world, i pity you instead of wish vengeance.
+fighting on the internet is lame.
+arguing on AIM is worse. but sometimes its all you got. non confrontationalism at its best. i think i just made up a word.
+i graduated high school a semester late
+i hate vegans
+i once got so bored driving by myself to new orleans, i started masturbating.
+i masturbate quite often
+i trip on things and bang my head on stuff all the time.
+i should get rid of about 50-75% of the things i own, but im a horrible packrat.
how'd you like them apples?

My Interests

I hate:
~The government
~Liars
~Cheaters
~Fakes
~The War on Terror
~Ignorance
~Prejudice
~Corporations
~Starbucks
~Wal-Mart
~Cover bands (except for one)
~Posers
~Fashion
~Conformity for the sheer sake of conforming
~ Sudden spirituality simply when faced with your own mortality
~People who fear death as opposed to accepting it
~People who can't learn to work towards bettering the person they are.
~Your Mom
~You

I Love:
~The Ramones
~The Beatles
~Sushi
~Cheese
~Good Sex
~Sleeping
~Activism
~Coffee
~Smoking
~Beatnik coffee shops
~Lousy poetry
~Indie Rock
~Detroit

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

Against Me Against All Authority Whole Wheat Bread Guttermouth Catch-22 Streetlight Manifesto The Kinks The Killers The Decemberists, Dropkick Murphys, Goyah Haifa Voltaire The Mountain Goats The Magnetic Fields The Waitresses 4 Non Blonds Tori Amos Edie Brickell Blind Melon Sean Fitz Reel Big Fish The Ramones The Dead Kennedys Sublime The Misfits Godsmack The Offspring Plain White T's Downtown Brown Anti-Flag The Suicide Machines Rancid The Pixies, System of a Down The Weakerthans Ted Leo and the Pharmacists Arctic Monkeys Peter Bjorn and John

Movies:

Neverwas Pi Little Miss Sunshine Juno Pan's Labyrinth Everything is Illuminated Saved Patch Adams Thank You for Smoking A Good Year Man of the Year Star Wars - especially Empire Strikes Back Lord of the Rings Harry Potter Lint Princessas

Television:

House Family Guy Futurama Boston Legal CSI Law and Order and SVU Forensic Files Snapped Stand up SNL

Books:

Moloka'i Anything by David Eddings LoTR Harry Potter Ishamel by Daniel Quinn Chomsky As I Lay Dying The Inferno, Purgatorio and Paradisio I fucking hate Sylvia Plath Terry Pratchett How I Paid for College

Heroes:

I believe a Hero is someone that has sacrificed a great deal for other people, especially a vast number of other people. So if you were to ask me who my hero is, I couldn't tell you just one name. What I can say is that my heroes are the 600,000 Iraqi citizens our government calls "collateral damage" and the 25,000 American soldiers fighting a war for a reason no one seems to be able to give. Lives taken away for a war no one believes in. No one of course but the man with the pen to sign on the "x", signing away the lives of young men who only wanted to pay for college, and children in a country he can't even pronounce. Yes children. Let me end on this note. In 1992 the US signed the United Nations charter, this means that what is declared by the UN supersedes all laws written by the nationals in the countries represented. The UN defines "terrorism" as "the killing of civilians for political or monetary gain". September 11 - terrorism; London bombings - terrorism; Iraqi citizens killed by US soldiers - terrorism.Don't let Fox tell you what to think.

My Blog

"I am done getting involved with bisexuals"

What a horrible heartbreaking statement to hear from an illfated romance. The truth is, I loved her. I was terrified of that fact, her being so far away, but I loved her anyway. I let myself get all s...
Posted by Benny Lava on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 01:50:00 PST

Make Me Hungry

I was eating pizza the other daybut it wasn't pizza, it was a kind of 'not' pizzathe kind you microwaveand then stare at the greasy cardboard for five minutesbefore taking a biteit isn't real, but it ...
Posted by Benny Lava on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:18:00 PST

To be or not to be

So my "maturity" has been called into question recently and that got me thinking: who measures this "maturity" everyone is so hell bent on achieving? Isn't the concept of maturity subjective? After al...
Posted by Benny Lava on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:29:00 PST

Movin on up

Bah... so it's almost 5am and I am bored out of my mind, so what is there to do, but write a blog on myspace that I doubt any of you will even read? Sure, I could masturbate or something, but there's ...
Posted by Benny Lava on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 01:43:00 PST

I Hate Long Goodbyes

Thank you, Rob and Kyle for making my last show at the Magic Stick, one worth remembering. I still have Sharpie tattoos on my arm that just won't seem to fade away. People say there's something about ...
Posted by Benny Lava on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 08:57:00 PST

Been a While

Thought I'd blog... I cried over you tonight, at least that's why I started crying. I can't believe after all this time, and all the negative hate fueled thoughts I had about you... that I can still c...
Posted by Benny Lava on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:16:00 PST

No TILTLE

Sean.
Posted by Benny Lava on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 05:17:00 PST

I got HPV fromt he War on Terror

Hello, hope your day is going well. I am going to rant now, so either fuck off or continue reading. I am really fucking sick of this Gardasil bullshit. The next person to tell me that the HPV vaccin...
Posted by Benny Lava on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 09:16:00 PST

Just so everyone is updated:

If you're going to talk shit about me, at least do it with the proper information. i have seen a couple "you homeless bitch" blogs floating around some people's myspaces. I would just like to inform y...
Posted by Benny Lava on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:20:00 PST

This Poem

This poem is being brought to you In full compliance with the Freedom of Information Act This poem is under investigation By the Department of Homeland Security For 17 violations of the fine print T...
Posted by Benny Lava on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 03:09:00 PST