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bethany baby

Love is a check that can be forged, that can be cashed. Love is a payment that comes due.

About Me


I want more, more, more.


bite me.

My Blog

-White Oleander/Scrubs.

"No matter how much I try I can't stop narrating my own life. I'm narcissistic, I'm pessimistic, I'm obsessive, I'm insecure and I'm so afraid of intimacy that everyone of my relationships is a journe...
Posted by bethany baby on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 04:41:00 PST

You can’t make someone love you with a song.

Is it possible that I thought I was losing my sense of security but really, the only thing I had was an attachment to something so intagible that was impossible to try to grasp onto  for so long?
Posted by bethany baby on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:25:00 PST

Ive got an army escorting me on

"You slip your heart into my chest. They both become one of the strongest pairs when strangers come."I care too much, you care too little. You're more, I'm less. We're erased, I'm still here. I'm a mi...
Posted by bethany baby on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:38:00 PST

Destination:Beautiful

In regards to your asking, I'm fine, thanks. Just keep your thoughts to yourself. What's fear? And is it worth the wait? Tear down my walls and build me back up. Do you remember what you said? Do you ...
Posted by bethany baby on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:16:00 PST

Reflections of the past that send us searching over and over again.

It's still in your head and in your heart. I've been patient for so long, there's no way for me to keep pretending I'm strong. You'll resist your feelings but I'm sorry, I can't. Maybe it's me who's ...
Posted by bethany baby on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:42:00 PST

You are beautiful but you dont mean a thing to me.

I'm just a young spirit that wants to be set free. I made myself believe that it was you that had a tight grip on my heart. I'll be letting myself go but only in a good way. If you're going to speak t...
Posted by bethany baby on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 03:49:00 PST

well call it pride, well celebrate tonight.

As I listen to these words, each note played...It has such a hold on me. I may want to stop listening, but I can't. It's calming, relieving. I feel like it gives me a reason. Maybe a reason to hold on...
Posted by bethany baby on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:51:00 PST

call it off

I won't regret saying this This thing That I'm saying Is it better than Keeping my mouth shut That goes without saying Call, break it off Call, break my own heart Maybe I would have been Something you...
Posted by bethany baby on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:21:00 PST

oh my.

Remind me to never waste my time with these sorts of things again.
Posted by bethany baby on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:32:00 PST

I miss you.

I'm sitting under falling stars, do you miss me where you are?I'm making plans to be with you but have they come unglued?Oh, what am I to do with out you, with out you? Is this what you wanted? Cause...
Posted by bethany baby on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 08:08:00 PST