About Me
I am Natalie. I think I'm just me. Maybe I can change the world, maybe I can't. But it's worth a try. I know more about myself than I think I do at times. I hold more wisdom than most. --life is a dream to be lived; I dream well though -- I am bound to wake up you know, eventually. SIGMUND FREUD said there is no difference between our dreams and reality - I tend to agree. I like to taste every moment fully, life goes fast.Love, literally is for crazy people. I believe that love is a form of schizophrenia. I want nothing less than butterflies and to find the still point of the turning world. I am naive and have too much hope/faith/belief in those around me, I'm also a hopeless romantic. I guess that makes me a tragic hero.I am more than love found, more than life lost, more than those who hurt me most, more than my dreams, more than my hypocrisy, more than my addictions, more than the tears that are slowly drowning me, more than my struggle, more than always running away, more than the fear that keeps me from leaving, more than loneliness, more than my defeat, more than their admiration, more than respect, more than their disapproval, more than what I've worked for, more than what I have found, more than the emptiness, more than the new, more than I know, more than goodbye, more than the promises that he'd change, more than my futile efforts to forgive, more than the deepest heartbreak, more than the love that seemed to fade, more than my frailty, more than disease, more than they ever thought I could be, more than the love I gave away too quickly, more than the love I held onto for far too long, more than the lies I believed, more than the fields of saigon, more than the machetes of Kigali, more than the towers of Manhattan, more than the cages of Auschwitz, more than our innocence, more than the glimpses of beauty that call us home, more than all the ways we love and hope and bleed and hate and strive...
