If you actually are reading this then good for you i guess. I can say dont read this but then why would i write this and post it online where all/some of my friends could see/read it. This is my rant, a long needed one it would seem. althought i will keep it clean and toned down from the full blown one because no one can accually remember everything that they wish to rant about. so in a way, although i make fun of that current subculture, the emos...yes in a way this is my emo rant.
What can one say about themselves? I find quotes very interesting, the fact that someone said someone that I wish I could say but it the perfect words more or less. My msn name is always a quote from a movie or a lyric from a song.
But that isnt really about me just my thoughts and what not, umm the living situation for me is, in my parents basement, nothing fancy, i am a spoiled kid, don't have to pay rent, they arnt in town half the year, and yet still not satisfied with it all.
I got a couple of good friends, slowly losing most of my high school friends, and naturally neglecting anyone attempting to have a social life outside of school and/or work. Which will screw me over in the end, with me not going back to school next year, which i am currently enrolled in business admin. at the red river, i will lose a way to meet new and i guess, although cheesy, interesting people.
I am not a people person, I actually am more or less the opposite, I am a really out going person, once you get to know me, but I dont like meeting new people, it is always the same small talk and you never know what to talk about. But yet once you are good friends, you never seem to run out of conversations, which is odd how those conversation must involve a level of trust in the friendship.
I find children amusing but yet I am scared shitless of them, perhaps it is because I never had to deal with younger children then myself while growing up, that could explain the reason why I feel akward around them. They are unpredictable, as am I at some points during the day. Yet when I see parents with their children and how happy they are, I wonder if it will be, if i happen to have children one day, that I will just learn to be around children. The fact that everything and nothing at the same time can amuse a child or even inspire them to do the wierdest and most wonderful things is the most amazing thing every.
But as a child, I never notice how the world was, I wasnt aware of anything really, and as I grew older, the more i notice how crappy the world truely is. But thats enough of that subject.
What more can one say about themself? I never really know anyone to "pour their heart out" in a simple, thing such as an about me part of a myspace, or watever the current online trend would be.
But hopefully you, if you did accually choose to read it, have read it all the way, which is an ironic way to end this, seeing how if you are reading this fair well message, then you would have read the whole thing, but had you choosen not to read it all the way, you would not read this part, and yada yada yada.
Hopefully though this little "emo" rant has not tarnished you vision of who I am, I have always been this person with these thought and worries, just like anyone else has/have. thats is all i guess...i could continue, but one must learn how to shut up and watch the world around them.
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